Superstitions & Palmistry?

Superstitions and palmistry.
Truth or just made up beliefs?
My Deepavali was totally good, only to be hampered by a certain thing that is clinging onto the back of my mind.
My palm was ready by a family friend of my father's and the things he said about me, *sighs*
It was like as if my palm was a very terrible one.
Whatever he said, has been stuck onto my mind and therefore, i wanted to research if palm reading is really true or not.
What he said about me, was not helped by my sister who dreamt that i got boxed in the face till one of my eyes was gone.
My parents got so worried and now i'm stuck with a curfew, no going against dad's words!:(

From what i researched about palm reading, the answers i get are mixed.
A few sites, tell me that palm reading is just fake, and it's just a cultural tradition passed on.
However, other sites tell me that palm reading is true when palmistry is studied properly and the changing of hand lines, can be monitored by ourselves.
Very confusing results, however, personally, i do not believe palm reading.
I always believe that it is our determination which shows us the way.

Superstitions are credulous beliefs made up by people from the past and i dont belive black cats to have powers to cause bad luck, breaking of mirrors to cause seven years of bad luck and the swinging of gates at six to invite evil. I dont believe in any of these crap!

Dreams, however, seem to be a very interesting topic. Reading up on this, the study of dreams is called oneirology. People till today, are still trying to find bout further about dreams. It was a very interesting topic to read up on. Dreams arent truth, but it affects the way one thinks. Interesting.
:(

& Friendship & My Life!

Been clubbing once again.
Really enjoy dancing and all.
& managed to build a better bond with my cousins!
But sometimes, i realise, it's better not to care than to care too much for someone.
I was just a little too affectionate towards this certain someone, and i ended up being mistookk for wrongly.
*Sighs*, it happens.

Holidays are here, and exams are nearing.
Havent done any revision yet, and i have to start getting down to it.
Really have to do well in these examinations, or i'm gonna end up repeating year 2.
Really worried for my studies and am trrying to improve this habit of waking up on time.
You gotta do better guru, sleep early!
Been trying to look for a job too, home situation aint good.
Gotta start earning some bread for myself.

Have started getting back to church and overslept today.
See! I cant even wake up for church.
I really gotta improve on gettng up.
& i've to start exercising too.
Have been procrastinating too much about it!
Gotta start!
:)

Pissed!

Talk about people who can piss you off so bad.
A simple joke cannot be played along with and what do i get?
A super sensitive reaction followed by assumptions!
Dont test my limits cause i can be nice and if you're gonna blow your attitude off on me, i dont have the need to stand it!

And to my so-long-ago-updated-blog:
I've been having like so so so much of fun!
Didi's birthday was real fun!
I wanted to own the present i made her, but oh well!
Went to watch Thillalangadi with her and then, ended up at Mummy's with the cake and food and all.

At night, headed to Double O with Bunny, Alvin, Thani, Didi, Sashi, Nanthakka & a few others.
Was a nice place, had so much fun there.
First time clubbing with Nanthakka & Bunny, but Nanthakka was super sweet.
She got me a shot & kept buying us jugs!
Later part, shifted to dreams & saw many familiar faces!
Monica, Gaythri .....
Was happy to see Mon after a long time.

Ended up at Mummy's place and then, fell asleep and stayed there the whole day.
Eating and eating.
Which leads to my next issue!
Something is seriously wrong with me.
I've been eating and eating and eating!
I cant stop myself how much i try!
I get hungry again and again.
Sad.

Today had a splendid time with Prasanna, Nisha & Murali!
My initial plan was to pass a gift to Esther at Yishun, slack a while and leave.
But these cuties made me stay the whole day & made me have so much fun with them.
& Pras treated me to like almost everything.
Movie, food & all.
Which reminds me to give a small review!

Madharasapattinam was a one of a kind superb movie.
Easily winning over Raavanan, this movie is something different and special.
Playing with your sentiments and all.
I almost teared, the impact was of such.
Definitely watching this movie again!:)

A New Change!

A New Change Is Just About The Corner For Me!

Firstly, I've Got A Job, Nothing Big, A Telemarketer.

To Help Me Meet Ends!

This Is Seriously A Blessing From Father God!

After How Much I've BackSlided & All.

I Asked And He Gave:)

Secondly, I'm Really Sure That I'll Be Moving Soon!

A New Environment, New Place & All.

I'm Not Happy, But I Dont Have A Choice.

Have To Go With The Family!

Thirdly, I'm So Certain That My First Semester Of This Year Is Super Screwed.

Therefore, I'm Just Gonna Let Go Of It.

And Cure This Sleeping Disease Of Mine, Before My Second Semester Starts!

And Then, I'll Give My Best!

My Saving Journey Has Already Started!
Gonna Work Towards That.

Its Better To Put Money Aside For God-Knows-When!

& Lastly, I Think The Best Change I've To Make, Is To Harden Myself!
Dont Let Anyone Hurt Me And Be Firm With Decisions.

A No To Someone Should Be A No!

And That Sleep's Ruining Everything!

I'm really worried about my education.
I'm starting to become very lazy and it's something really bad.
I dont even understand what's going on in classes these days and that is not a good sign at all.
I badly want to get to school, but this sleep is spoiling everything for me.

I've set a few targets for myself that i plan to achieve by this week.
I have to get back in track, in school (Before i end up as a Lifeless Loser)
I need to get this Diploma done and over with.
Prove to people my worth and fulfill my parents's expectations of me.
I really should start acting responsible.

& my sister, dearest sister, showed me a really disgusting video of maggots crawling out from a guy's foot.
That was when it hit my head, that my corn hasnt been removed.
And i started feeling this tickling sensation on my foot, like something was moving about.
I dont know, if i was having illusions or what.
But i aint waiting any longer, gonna have it removed.

I've to get back in track and set my mind straight.
No More Fun For You, Guru!
Back to school, exercise and more home time.
& I've to start learning the healthy habit of saving.
I say, but it never happens.
BUCK UP GURU!

Another compulsory thing that i should start doing, is quiet time as well as ass back in Church!
I guess that i have backslided like really badly.
I dont seem to be doing anything useful.
I have to start doing something about all this.
Sad.

Anyway, Kristen's birthday was fun, caught up with friends and all.
And my bundle of joy, Adrielle, was there.
So wish i could own her, but her mom would do more than murder me.
Need more time with that cute little cuppycake!
:)

Raavanan!

The Satisfaction Of Watching A Wonderful Movie.

I Truly Enjoyed This Superb Production As A Whole.

It Was Simply Wonderful & Beautiful.

The characters, every one of them, played out their roles, really well!

Aishwarya Rai looked beautiful and acted out the part of a policeman's wife, who gets kidnapped. Her emotions were well brought out and she managed to portray her role beautifully.

Vikram was spectacular. He was the kidnapper. A man who looks so angry and all, but soft in the inside.

The Story: Vikram kidnaps Aishwarya Rai to avenge for his sister's death, which was caused by a few police officers raping her. He kidnaps Aishwarya Rai as she is the wife of PrithiviRaj, a policeman, who indirectly caused Vikram's sister's death. Vikram's initial thoughts would be to kill Aishwarya Rai, but stunned by her bravery, he decides against it, and without realising, he falls in love with her. He tries to make her stay, but realises that her heart is with her husband. In the end, he sends Aishwarya back to PrithiviRaj. However, PrithiviRaj, would 'leer' Aishwarya into a trap, and he kills Vikram in the end. Aishwarya at that certain point, realises her love for Vikram. A beautiful Love story.

The landscape shots are simply wonderful. The hills, mountains, the broken statue in the middle of the river, not forgetting the steep waterfalls. Wonderful! The song scenes werent up to expectations, but overall, this movie was totally worth 12 dollars. I wouldnt mind watching it again. A wonderful movie with a heart wrenching ending!:)

I Really Hate My Family So Badly!

I hate my family.
I hate every single one of them.
I hate being enclosed in this place, where i find no peace, trust, love and happiness.
Everyone is fake, nothing is true.
Why can't even one of them understand, on how i feel?
Why doesn't anyone feel my pain of this separation?

I dont know where to go, or what to do.
I just dont want to stay here any longer.
I dont even feel safe, or comfortable.

Just yesterday, i thought that things would be better.
But it had to happen all over again.
I just hate this 'drama' for a familly.
I want someone who will love me & care for me.
I want a family to sit down for dinner with me.
To go out together, laugh together, with each other.
Love each other and understand one another.

I REALLY HATE MY LIFE!

Singam!

Had the satisfaction of watching a super Tamil movie like after so long.
Singam would be gladly rated 9.5/10.
There's never perfection in this world and i could give this for the closest!
It had a bit of Vijay's story flow, but the way it was presented seemed much better than Vijay's movies.
Not meaning to criticise him, but nowadays, Vijay's movies are getting from bad to worse to boredom.

Singam was like so so nicee.
Surya and Anushka and Vivek did a really good job.
Vivek's comedy was super cutee and funny with the usual 'read between the lines' meaning.
Anushka acted her part out real well.
& she took glamour to a whole new level.
Shocked (Remember Tash's shock)
Surya, simply FANTASTIC!
I enjoyed this movie like so so much.

The Back To School Blues!

And i'm back in school once again!
Sad life.
Missed two days of school (Both Monday and Tuesday)
All thanks to my Lappy screwing up on me last minute.
Couldnt complete my assignment and couldnt hand it in either.
Sad.

Having so much of expenses now.
I'm like so stressed up thinking about money itself.
Went clubbing and lost my contacts, gotta get new ones.
Gotta return my cousin 30 bucks.
Gotta get some basic items.
& desiring for so many things.
Wish i was Bill Gates's son!

Had a hell of a night on a Wednesday night.
Had so much of fun with S,A & P.
Went to St. James' Power Station(The Power House)
Super crowded and a lil too Loud for me!
Moved on to the Ruppee Room and it looked nice from outside, but inside... CRAP!
Finished our drinks and tried to get into Attica.
Sad, no luck.
Ended up at Boat Quay and before i could open my eyes, was sitting down inside Dreams.
The place wasnt nice, but the songs and shots were Superb!
Hehehehe.
Had a lot of fun!

Visited the Zoo too!
After so long, was really happy to be there.
Was even more delighted that we could see every single animal.
Couldnt locate 4 of em though, so left it at that.
Enjoyed myself with Tash and Sangee like so so much!

Have also finally bonded with Adrielle.
That lil Chipmunk has gotten used to me like finally.
I love the way she strokes my face, pinches me, her gundu arms and legs, her expressions, her giggles and everything.
Guess she fell from Venus(The planet of Beauty)

Yesterday, was Mathan's Birthday.
Just a simple celebration, seafood and cake!
Such a lucky fella.
New phone with a hell sum of money!

& so many outings coming up.
One after the other.
Gotta start looking for those Part time Jobs soon!

Home? Family? Unity?

If only, i could bring my family together to spend some time with each other.

If only, we could all sit down for Dinner, talk to each other and laugh away telling stories and jokes to each other.

If only, my mom could be a little more gentle, caring & loving.

If only, Dad could be more patient and dont put all his time in work, i dont want his money, just a lil of his time.

If only, my both sisters could stop bickering away and be more friendly with each other.

If only, what i wrote above could happen.

My house is never a house anymore.

Fights & Fights & Fights.

Everyday's full of problems, in this darned house.

I dont wish to stay here anymore.

Everyone's fighting with everyone.

& i dont feel at peace anymore.

Im not happy.

Best part.

The spare Television in my house got stolen.

Money's disappearing.

& yesterday night, i discovered that my gold earrings are missing.

Very sure of the thief and really ANGRY!

I Wish ..................................

The Ups & Downs!

& She'll always be my Bestie!

I Love You, Jiviya Raj.

You'll never know how much you mean to me.

Forever & Ever.

Haha.

Some things seem to be good while some's still going bad.

I've got a job thanks to Jivi.

Working together with Ash annae, Jivi & Preetz can be loads of fun.

& Marina Bay Sands is good.

Dont really fancy being a Banquet waiter, but what can i do?

Need the cash.

I've come to realise one thing.

Thou people say that friends cant be trusted and all,

I love my people alot.

Jiviya, Preeta, Ash, Tash, Vicky, Sangee, Didi, Bunny, Chicken Lil, Jaan, Sashi, Jolene, Alvin, Turca, Murali, Uvanneh!

These people mean a lot to me.

Sorry if i missed out names.

These people love me with their heart.

Though i get scolded here and there, disturbed and stuff.

I know i'm loved and life without these people is unimaginable.

Sadly, i wished my Family had a much better bonding.

If only, i could have my loving family back together.

Everything would be much better.

But, that's one thing that's least likely to happen.

Had a really fun church outing, trip to Pasir Ris Beach.

Badly wanted to go to the beach and it was fulfilled in the end.

Enjoyed myself so much.

Cycled with PF from one end of Pasir Ris Park, to almost the other end.

Had so much fun, with my fav sitting spot and the maze and all.

The games were fun too, with all the nonsense happening.

& Lastly, Adrielle, was a dear.

She stroked me and allowed me to carry her and she even giggled.

Yessaaa.

Today, collected pay with Jivi and waited for Tash and Roy to join us.

Headed over to Far East Plaza.

Got Suspenders and a head set for myself.

And i really pigged out today.

I ate and ate, but still wasnt filled.

A Doughnut, Chicken Rice, Fries, Mutton Briyani, Fish Cutlet, Cookie, Honey Bourbon Chicken Sandwich, Maggi Goreng.

Filled!

I Miss you as a whole!

I miss you so much!

So fucking much, more than i would let on.

& more than how much you would ever know.

But you dont seem to bother.

You never seem to call, unless it's a favour.

There are points when you call, but i have other plans.

Cause your calls are totally random.

I miss having late night meetups with you.

Sneaking out of our houses.

Everyday meetings.

Talking about everything under the sun.

Going out here and there, having so much of fun times.

Laughing our ass off, potluck lunches.

Sudden surprises.

I Miss Every Single Thing About You.

Cause You Are No More You!

Couldnt believe that you had to choose to quarrel with me over a FB status.

I've got nothing else to say.

Best, split into two directions...

New Friends:)

New Friends are just so nice to have.
& that is what that has been happening.
Have made quite a number of friends.

Friday went over to see Mummy.
Was Glad to see that woman, and when she saw me, she gave me that wide smile.
Was Happy.
Spent good time with her.
Got to see Chicken Lil too and i dont know why, i really like him alot.
His moonji is enough to brighten someone's day.

Left to meet Tash, Sangee, John, Preetz and Ash annae.
Was waiting for John to drive the van to BB.
He took long enough.
Jumped into the van and headed off to Changi.
Was a fast trip & in no time, we met Sham.
That poor fella was so drunk already.

Got something to eat.
& the rest of the Vetaikaaran group came.
Everything seemed so awkward and funny.
It was like two separate groups at first.
Then, once all of us were introduced, things got better.
Friendly conversation seemed to be flying around.

Walked to OCH and was dragging down a liquor bottle on the way, Absolut Vodka!
Started raining halfway and we got stuck at the busstop.
Ended up talking shit and all and then, started walking to OCH.
Aetos security had taken over the place and so we had to go through the hill into the place.
& My, my, my.
The place looked so different.
Considerably clean, and the walls all were white!
Ended up scaring Tash and we were running all over the place, laughing our heads off.
Then, the police came.
They were shining torches all over.
& we were like playing terrorist game with them.
It was so so fun.
The way we hid and ran about, away from the police.

Walked back to the pondo & finished up 2 bottles of Chivas Regal.
Had a lot of fun and i enjoyed the night with all of them.
Sham (V), HariBoy (V), Sara (V), Vicky (V), Tash, Sangee, John, Ash, Preetz!:D

Headed back to BB and tried getting to sleep to no avail.
Ended up meeting Vicky at his place at night.
Was so happy to see that Fucker.
He has been missing like so long.

Bought King Roberts Scotch.
Sat down and once again it started.
Hehehe.
We ended up speaking about Ghost stories.
Till my hair stood at it's ends and he had goosebumps all over.
Left in the early morning.
Sangee and I was like super sleepy.

Headed home and i was flat for like 12 hours!
Totally shocked.
Woke up and i had this really weird feeling to eat Old Chang Kee...
Short stroll to Westmall and was nibbling away.

& I'm On Time For School Today! YESSSAAA!

The Hate & Love Nature

Everything's in the way i think.

If i look at it from a negative perspective, then it goes bad.

Shall see through light even through hard times.

I really feel that the word 'Friendship' is being misused nowadays.

Why are there quarrels, misunderstandings and fights between everyone?

Why so much of dislike or hatred for one another?

Why can't we learn to Forgive, Forget and love each other?

Human nature is prone to Hate rather than to Love.

Can't everything revert back to how it was.

I am like stuck in the middle of everything.

& just cause of that, am really worried that people might think that i am supporting a certain side.

I just dont understand what wrong i did.

Why must people talk to me in a rude manner when i aint involved in any problems?

I have decided to just go my way & people who want me, i shall be with them.

I dont wish to feel uncomfortable or unwanted anywhere.

I really want to be happy with my loved ones.

Every single one means a lot to me, but in the end, FTW, cause people think that these are just words printed with no meaning behind them.

Gotta go to school tomorrow once again.

Am gonna look at waking up for school in a positive way too.

That would be of much help for me!

& I cant wait for Friday Night!

(Ganesh annae, Lavernia akka, Preeta, Ashok annae, John, Sangee, Jivi, Michal & more)

Counting down! (Yipppeeee!)

The Absolute Mess!

& that will be my life.
An absolute mess.
I dont know what to make out of life.
& what i'm supposed to do.
There are days that i feel that i want to let go of everything and walk away.
But i cant.
I gotta be strong and face every single thing.

1)I aint going school properly. Skipped countless days.
2)Wasting my life away, with no motive of whatsoever.
3)Not been able to sort things out.
4)Problems with clique and others.
My list could drag on further.

I really have to start sorting things out and working my way through.
Before i end up as a, DISASTER!

What i've been up to recently:
- Had a hell of a time at Club Maya with Vicky, Jivi and Sangee (Wild Night)
- Am dancing for a show on Mother's Day! (Fun, Fun, Fun!)
- Celebrated John's Birthday. Caught Sura & ended up looking for wrong people at wrong alleyways!
- Chicken Little's Birthday, seemed like a blast, but the ending was a real BLAST!

I MISS JOLENE!
I wish she was beside me 24/7.
I could talk to her till the end of time and i could go on and on after that too.
& I so miss Jiviya.
It is never the same anymore, sadly:(

Sleepless Nights complimented with a Confused Mind

Haven't been able to sleep, the past few nights.
Every time i close my eyes, i can only see images.
Couldnt sleep well at all.
Have only had about 3 hours worth of sleep in like two days.
Result of my droopy eyes.
Feeling so tired.

Why am i not able to sleep?
A lot on my mind lately.
Or is it because of, YOU!
I really cant find the answer to anything.

Compromised.
Hmph.
Will never be able to forgive or forget that.
+ the add ons which followed.
My mind is just totalled.

The blame aint on Love.
Its on how we make it out to be.
Rather than condemning Love,
It would be better if people looked at how it went wrong.

AM JUST SO OVER DRAMA!=D

My Surprise- Day!:D

Life is always full of Drama.
Especially when it belongs to an Indian's.
That's the sad fact.
Something small is blown up to be like a Mega-serial.
Have never understood why is that so.
My realization is that: An Indian just loves to exaggerate everything!

Tuesday was like superrr Fun!
Woke up super late & poor Murali was waiting for me for like two hours.
Had a fast shower and rushed off to Westmall.
Met him there and headed off to CoffeeBean.
I had Chocolate Mudpie and he had some Chocolate Thousand.
The cakes were heavenly.
& it was his treat for my Birthday (which took place a month ago)

Then, came the present.
It was a really nice pair of Gold earrings.
Just the simple rings, which looked damn nice.
Was super super shocked.

Took a cab & headed to Suntec City.
It was fun walking around with him.
That poor boy didnt know how to go about in Cityhall
& i had to guide him around.
All the crap that he did.
Was so so crazy.
Ended up at Kenny Rogers.
My all time favourite restaurant.

Had Kenny's Quarters.
& Red Wine.
=)

Ended up at the Arcade and was fuzing about there.
Had so much fun.
Thanks crazy fella.
I enjoyed my time with you.

School's on the roll!

Still not used to being back at school!...
Unable to wake up, used to the late late sleeping habit...
Sadly, this cant go on any longer...
Gotta change my sleeping habits, or i'm either going to absent for school or be late every single day...

Day One was quite okay...
Was good to be in school with the Group!...
Love being around them...
Classmates were quite friendly, though a few of em just gave me that bitch kin-na face...
Wahahah...

Skipped Day two of school due to waking up at 1p.m.
Am just wasting my life away...
Like seriously...
I gotta start charting down proper aims and goals...

Saturday was gone with youth and a movie...
Shutter island!...
The movie drove me insane...
I felt like i was the one who was going mad...
Really confusing storyline...
Got lost a little here and there...
But i kind of like the movie...
Heheheh...

Third day of school...
& here i am...
So bored and all alone...
But it's okay...
School's important!:D

SAVE SAVE SAVE! Save like your ass depended on it:)

Reviews! Wahahaha:D

Have been missing out on the reviews...
Am just procrastinating on doing things...
Wahahah...
So here they are...
3 movie reviews!...

A real mind-boggling thriller with a sharp twist!
Was really lost and confused at a certain point of time...
The sound effects could have been made a little more scary...
There was quite a bit of Gory Scenes...
This movie plays with a flashback based on a man's perspective...
It goes to his memories of WW2 and back to Shutter Island...
Kinda exciting...
8/10:D

This is the my type of movie!...

Enjoyed myself quite a bit...

Have always been fascinated by Greek Mythology...

Therefore, this was my favourite...

Everything looked very realistic except for Medusa...

She looked more like a cartoon in this movie...

It was so nice looking at all those legendary creatures...

Heaps of enjoyment ISAY!

Movie rating: 10/10:D

Hmmm...

I would give this movie a 6, being Singapore's first tamil film to be out...

I didnt enjoy this movie so much...

The jokes were funny, but not really laughable...

Music was a bit off...

The actors did a good job though...
Especially Vishnu!...

Trying to portray a gangster's life...

Done!:D

OMG! What's wrong with me?!?!

I went to my blog and all i could think was:
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU GURU? WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING YOUR BLOG?
Feel so terrible that i havent updated in such a long time...
Here i am back with recent events!

Recently, i havent been able to sleep!
Trying my best to sleep, but it aint working, so if any of you nice souls out there have any ideas on sleeping early please let me know...
Didint get sleep for three days!
On friday, i went to catch a midnight show with Ashok annae, John and Preeta!
Really fun to hang out with them...
Went to catch Paiyaa and Thambikku Indha Ooru!
Super nice la...
& i had so much fun with these idiots!

Left the theatre and rushed to Vicky's house...
Had a fast shower, breakfast and all and left for his POP with his mom and brother!...
The moment i saw him march him, i was like, "WOAH! VICKY?"
Really proud of you!...
He did a splendid job and i felt his joy when he through his beret in the air!...

Went back to his house, got dressed and left for Clash Of The Titans...
Superb Movie and i really enjoyed myself...
Vicky gave me a treat for almost everything...
Went to my granny's place for dinner...
It was her Birthday...
After the cake cutting ceremony, left for home...

Fatigue!...
Fell asleep and missed Church, Sad!
Woke up and had to apologise to Vicky a million times...
Rushed to the bathroom and next, i was in West Coast...
Really happy to see mummy after so long..
Yippeeee....
Wahahaha!...
Ate KFC like a pig and was lazing about in the house...
Had so much to talk to everyone!...
Drank a little Bounquillo from Alvin and Lone Star!...
Wehehehehe...

Went home and off to bed and woke up...
Had a last minute plan to meet up at Jessica's place..
The whole group...
My organizing skills and most of the group was there...
Had so much fun especially with Kristen...
He is my beautiful love...
I love him so so much...
A child that i so want as mine...
Sadly, he isnt...
I had no heart to leave him...
Had so much of fun chatting and all...
Sadly, we had to leave...

Today, another meetup with my peeps...
To watch yet another tamil movie done by Singapore...
Movie name is Gurushetram...
Really different and commendable effort for a tamil movie...
So happy to see Becky after so long...
Had long Johns and left for Batok and Vicky bought Jack Daniels...
Haiz...
Wahahahaha!...

Tomorrow, CYCLING!
ECP, here i come:D

On the way to Yishun!...

Vicky is now Private Vicky! Congratulations boy!

Kristen is love! He is just so loved by everyone! Makes everyone smile:D

Groupie at Jessica's place:D

Father God loves me!

Yesterday started off with a rush!
I left my house in a hurry and took a cab to Little India...
Initial idea was to watch Paiyaa, with Sangee, Tash, Preetz, Ash annae and John...
Thanks to the screwed roads of Singapore, i payed a bomb for my cab fare!...
Plus i was late for the movie, sadly...

Therefore, movie was postponed to next Saturday!...
Lucky, the church van came to our rescue...
Got in and went over to Gandhi's for Lunch!...
& i was like super filled...
Had so much fun eating and talking all kind'a shit!
The collection of money to pay was super super funny...

All of us were bloated and we couldnt walk properly...
Took the van and headed to City Square Mall...
Over there, went about window shopping!...
Tash was like super cutee...
She was looking for job opportunities that she was stopping at every store!...
Found a few shoes and clothes that i liked!...
Gotta wait for payday sadly...

Then, Maha and Jennifer came...
After a little of fidgeting about, we left for Ecstatica 2010...
Tash left for home...
& boy, i enjoyed myself...
As usual, youth concert and caught a few ladies staring at me...
No eye contact this time...

Really enjoyed the concert especially the mime depicting how heaven is created and the sin following!...
Really enjoyed myself like so so much yesterday!...
& i feel that i gotta do something for the Church!...

& for that someone...
I know what you wrote and i am gonna pretend like i know nothing...
Cause no matter what i say, it never gets into your head and i dont wish to waste my breath nor to spoil my happiness brooding over little little things...

Remember me!

A movie that i went to catch today...

I wasnt expecting much from this movie at the start...

But this movie is simply Beautiful!...

I enjoyed this movie like so so much...

It really had an impact on me...
Especially the ending...

I didnt expect it even a little...

A really different storyline...

Pattinson did a good job!...

The emotions were brought out well...

A must watch movie especially for people who favour sentiments, romance and those cheesy love movies...

It was really worth my time...

A very simple story with not much of complications...

The duration was a little long though...

The movie lasted for like 2 hours...

My rating would be 7.5/10

:D

Smashing 18th!

Back on the Blogger!...

Now that i got time off work, i feel the need to blog!

So let's see how my Birthday went...

Firstly, thanks to everyone who wished me...

Reaaly really well apprecciated...

Woke up in the morning as i was instructed to...

Got ready and realised that i was late...

Took a cab to West Coast and ended at Mummy's place...

Was happy to see the three angels of the house...

They told me that the others are only coming over for tea and that i have to go out with the three of them...

Was a little upset that the group was not going to turn up...

Got into the cab and i guess mummy had already instructed the driver on where he was supposed to go...

Ended up at Merchant Road and before i could figure things out, i was sitting down at RiverWalk Tandoori...

Before i could look around, people started pouncing on me...

My clique actually surprised me at the restaurant itself!...

It was so so nice to see the whole group there...

I was gloating and could not stop showing off my pearly whites...

Went to get the food and woah, the food was totally marvellous...

I was like enjoying myself so so much...

After lunch, everyone headed over to mummy's place...

I ended up playing some game with Didi and Chachi which led to my Bday Present...

I actually got 18 tongue studs from them...

Wahahaha!...

Then, the guys brought me down, to so called 'Bash' me up...

Part of their distraction...

And then came the cake...

It was a really wonderful cake from SeventhMenna...

The cake alone cost 120 bucks...

I was like 'Woah'...

So after lots of Chit Chat and eating and all everyone started to clear out...

I rushed to the salon and got my hair done...

Then, went home and started getting ready...

Before i knew it, i was in the cab with Indra and Tash...

Reached Clarke Quay and met the whole clique!...

More of em were there...

And i got anoother present from Michal and Zac...

Chivas Regal (Thanks so much guys)...

The bloody bottle got overturned into my mouth...

I got a little high after being forced to sniff the liquor...

After Drinking my life away, we entered Club Maya!...

Ended up dancing the night away...

My name got called out so many times...

& when i got myself a small break to smoke, Govan pulled me into the dancefloor and pushed me onto the stage...

Jessica then came holding a cake and everyone started singing the birthday song...
Even the DJ...

I was like super embarassed and super touched...

Cut the cake and my favourite song was played...
A dedication from my little ones...

After that song, i was once again called onto the stage...

Everyone was wondering what was that for as this wasnt part of anyone's plan...

It was a surprise from the Bartender...

He actually poured a bottle of Smirnoff down my throat...

I could finish it but i was being forced by everyone else...

It was such a fun night...

People whom i didnt know knew me...

It was really kinna cool and all...

After club, everyone went for a small meal and cabs were taken to Sangee's house...

Everyone was like super flat and the next day came...

I had to meet Vicky...

So i hurried home, Mind you my legs were killing me...

Got ready once again and headed to clarke quay again (Vicky's instructions)

Ended up at CafeIguana with him...

MEXICAN FOOD!

But the poor boy didnt enjoy even a little of the food!...

Sadly...

Then we had some shots and stuff and were hanging around!...

My Birthday was like super wonderful and memorable...

Will never be able to forget it...

Thanks to everyone who made it special for me:D

My cake:D

Ladies of the night:)

My shots with Vicky!

For more photos, refer to my FB!:D

Life's on the roll!

Simply love how things are working out for me right now!

Have found a really good job and it's full of fun people that i cant seem to look at the time when i would have to finally bid them farewell and carry on with school!...

Hours seem to fly really fast during work and i find myself home even before i know it!...

Every single one of them working there are sweethearts!:D

Have been putting up at Sangee's house for the past couple of days due to my 'Always-so-late' problem...

Went out for Seesha last week...

Was really good to relax and have some fun with my maties!

& the amount of fun we had cannot be measured!...

What with the dancing, singing, talking, jokes and what more...

Not forgetting beer and Seesha!...

Really fun...

& i like havent slept for like umpteen hours right now...

Woke up Saturday 10am...

Bustled about and somehow made my way for Youth Service...

Following that, rushed off to Bugis to do a bit of shopping...

Nothing like spending for yourself once in a while!...

Had Subway for dinner...

& sent Samuel off( So happy to be with him after so long)...

Then, took the train to meet Sashi, Bunny and Thani...

Tried to get tickets at Yishun to no avail and rushed off in a cab to Golden Mile!...

Struck Jackpot!...

Didi and Mummy took a cab down and movie!...

Watched two movies and my eyes were already so droopy!...

Then, took a cab to West Coast Park and had Macs for Breakfast...

Then, settled down to our usual nonsense and all...

Had so much fun!...

& finally, i took a cab back home...

My wallet is like totally empty...

But not to worry!...

CAUSE PAYDAY IS TODAY:D

Really difficult to judge this movie...

Has a slow feel to it with a real shocking twist!...

Which puts everyone in a shock...

I would say really romantice...

Advisable for couples!...

:D:D:D

The Valentine:D

Valentine's Day was super romantic this year...
I know that people have said things like, "Everyday should be like Valentine's Day" or "Who cares about Valentine's Day?"...
However, what i feel is that these kinna days make you remember how much you love your angel...
& it wouldnt hurt to spend a lil over the budget on these kinna days...


Got up, just to realise that i couldnt make it to church...
Therefore, went about getting the presents done and got my clothes ready!...
Finally, when i got ready, i left to Yishun to pick up the bouquet!...
From all over, smiles were being exchanged from strangers...
Met Chachi at Yishun and got our bouquets!...

Had to go over to Causeway point to get his present wrapped up!...
& then, proceeded on towards West Coast...
Finally reached Anbu Illam...
Surprised the ladies with a bouquet!...
Made a card for mummy...
& presents were being exchanged!

Both the ladies looked super beautiful!...
Was lost in my Baby's beauty...
& then came the presents opening part!...
I GOT AN X3 PHONE!...
What i've always wanted...
Yipppeeee:D

& then got a cab, rushed over to VivoCity where i gave her, her 1st surprise!...
It was the movie Valentine's Day...
Baby was just so shocked!...
& madam shocked me with heels...
The movie was something different and beautiful!...

Following that, headed over to Clarke Quay for baby's next surprise!...
I lied to her and rushed her tilll the end where we appeared outside WineGarage!...
Was a really posh place & the ambience was just perfect!...
The look on her face was just classic!...
That shocked, 'What am i doing here?' kinna expression...
The food was simply superb!
& by the time we left the restaurant, we were a lil tipsy!...

OVERALL, this was a superb Valentine's Day...
Stayed at baby's place till like 3am in the morn...
ENJOYED!:)

Back to the life of Gurumurthi S/O Ramalengam!

Updates! Updates! Updates!
So much to say...
But i know that this post will be a rushed one!...
So much has happened...
School's over...
Exams all done, waiting for posting...

& the last day of school had to be a major screwup!...
The clique was having problems with two guys in RP...
Thingss got out-of-hand...
Govan got whacked up...
Admitted and now recovering...

You can never know what happens every minute of your life...
One second you're here, another second dead!...
Haiz...
Life and it's mysteries...

Caught a movie...
Theeradha Vilayathu Pillai...
A wonderful love story...
Ten upon ten as i really loved it alot...
Something different and worth watching...
:D

& now, back to the sad me...
I really missed you...
& today when i see you...
There seems to be a barrier...
We arent the same...
I want the OLD you back, i really do!...
The new you seems so fake...
I just hope that you know what you are doing...
Missed!

The special superglue!...

Why am i faking myself that your presence is still here when you're gone?...

Why do i find myself stoning all of a sudden, lost in warped dreams of you?...

Why do i find myself hoping or wishing that you would be here, in my arms, so that i could wipe my tears on your soft and feather-like fur?...

Why did you have to leave me and go?...

Once upon a time, my family was held together by you...
You were like our favourite brand of superglue!...

It was for your sake that my family did not break apart...

You brought us closer and tightened bonds between all of us...

You were the safekeeper to all my secrets...

The one who kept me warm on those days where i felt so cold even though the sun was blazing...

The one who never got tired of looking into my eyes...

The greedy fella who would turn your eyes to maximum pressure, so as to get some form of a 'treat' from one of us...

The lil comic who spread love and joy around this hellzone...

You made life seem more bearable...

Just you and only, you...

Thoughts of you can never leave...

I never seem to tear anymore...

Nor do i speak much about you....

But let me assure you, my precious gem...

There can never be another you!...

I'm missing you...

A girl's answer to JUSTICE...

Feeling really enraged after stumbling across a certain article...

Justice was never served to a girl who was tortured to death within a span of 44 days...

To people who get affected by gory bits of information i would advise them not to continue reading any further...

I'd rather publicise what exactly was done to her, so that you people would be able to feel the anger that i am feeling against these bastards...

An utter disgrace to men...

This is how the story goes...

Junko Furuta, a 16 year old girl, was kidnapped by four boys, two 17 and two 19...

She was forced into lying to her parents that she had ran away and was beaten into posing as one of the boy's gf to escape parents' suspicion...

According to the bastards' statements at their trial, the four of them confessed that they had raped her, beat her, introduced foreign objects including an iron rod into her vagina, made her drink her own urine and was fed cockroaches, inserted fireworks into her anus, and set them off, forced Furuta to masturbate, cut her nipple with pliers, dropped dumbbells onto her stomach, and burned her with cigarettes and lighters. (One of the burnings was punishment for attempting to call the police.) At one point her injuries were so severe that according to one of the boys it took more than an hour for her to crawl downstairs to use the bathroom. They also related that “possibly a hundred different people” knew that Furuta had been imprisoned there, but it is not clear if this means they visited the house at different times while she was imprisoned there, or themselves either raped or abused her. When the boys refused to let her leave, she begged them on several occasions to “kill (her) and get it over with”.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped

Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s gf

Raped(over 400 times in total)

Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away

Starved and malnutritioned

Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink

Forced to masturbate

Forced to strip in front of others

Burned with cigarette lighters

Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times

Face held against concrete ground and jumped on

Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag

Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth

Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach

Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)

Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms

Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire

Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns

Beat with bamboo sticks

Fireworks inserted into anus and lit

Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked

Beaten with golf club

Cigarettes inserted into vagina

Beaten with iron rods repeatedly

Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony

Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face

Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter

Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area

Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers

Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina

Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion

Unable to urinate properly

Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom

Eardrums severely damaged

Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”
January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone

Body mutilated

Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.
Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.
Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

Can you guys imagine the amount of pain she went through...
Justice was never served and the boys were kept in Jail for only a period of 8 years...

Feeling so much of hatred towards them...

Imagine the agony she went through...

I just cant accept it that these boys are free men and are roaming about in Japan right now...

God bless the girl and may she rest in peace...

Getting all 'tooth'-ed

Went to catch a super hilarious movie yesterday with my ladylove and Vicky:)
Such a super fun fun movie...
Was laughing my head off...
The Tooth Fairy is a must watch...
Two thumbs up:)

Lately, i feel that i am not getting proper sleep of any kind...
Feeling so tired and lazy for just the simplest things...
& i guess i am suffering from some form of a sleeping disorder...
Can someone tell me what's going on?...

All he yearns for is HER...

We have been labelled for fighting half our lives away...

We scream at each other...

We end up in tears...

We get jealous and the list may go on...

But i just want to let my Babygirl know that she's the one for me...

& i would want no one else...

ONLY HER!...

My cardiac has captured her and positioned her form in place...

The precious gem which would only be able to brighten my life...

I so miss having fun times with you...

I miss telling you how much i love you...

I miss irritating you...

I miss spending so much of secretive time in your house...

I miss that crazy lil innocence of yours...

Thinking back, i really missed how we used to be...

I really really wish we could be back to how we were...

& i know that we will....

I just want to let you know that you have taken a position in my life that no one can ever replace...

And therefore, i love you my precious lil banana fritters:D

Someone get me a book!...

I need help...
I want to own a book...
A really special one...
One that teaches me how to understand a girl...
Or to at least read her...

You have said your part on how irritated you were and stuff...
You even listed your hurts...
Think back and you will realise how you spoke to me...
It was like i was forcing something on you...
You were talking like you were not bothered...
& lastly, you brought a group of people to CWP for nothing...

Yet, you can be pissed at me...
& vent your irritation on others...
In what way would that be fair?...
Yet, you have every right to be pissed and hurt?...

Yesterday night was my fault...
I purposely picked the fight cause of my anger...
I've apologised and i think i dont have to say anything more...
Cause i know that i did no wrong except for the conversation at night...
Nothing more to add...

When mom's outta town!...

It's time to partaye!...
And that's what i'm gonna be doing...
Went out and got two books from e library yesterday...
Gotta settle down to some quality reading time...

& i'm like going out later...
Meeting mummy and following her for a lil shop shop...
& maybe lunch out!...
Vicky, Sashi, Didi and Sangee will be coming too...
Cant wait, MEETUP SESSION:)

Another thing that i'm looking forward to would be...
SATURDAY!...
Everyone's coming over...
Jivi, Thani, Tash, Ivy, Vicky, Michal, Rueben(Sangee's to be BF) and his friend...
Gonna be like so so much of fun...
& Jim Beam, Dewar's and Bombay Sapphire would be joining us too...
:)

*Fun times are here*

January's closing!

& it's like super fast that a month has flew off...
I have not achieved anything for this month...

In actual fact,
I got myself into a temporary suspension in my workplace...
Slacked e month away...
Skipped school like about ten times...
Pay was like super pathetic...
Lost the trust of a particular person...

In conclusion, January was totally wasted...
February's starting and exams are coming with it...
For the month of February,
1) I want to complete my exams with proper studying...
2) Get a book from the library for reading...
3) Get my job at NUH and go to work properly...
4) Start checking out more about my course and where it would lead me to
5) Plan out February 14(Perfect Date)
6) Equal out my time for all my loved ones!:)

There!...
I feel better now that i have planned all these out...
So much for January...
:(

Nostalgia...

Was missing the lil crazy moron for like so so long...
A small meet- up and headed to town...
And we talked and talked and talked...
Time just flew too fast...

Went to catch It's Complicated...
It's e kind of movie that follows the storyline of 'The proposal' and 'The Ugly Truth'...
Overall, a really beautiful movie...
Ten stars and i've never rated a movie so high!
So it should be really good right?...

Had lunch at Pastamania and we were lazing around...
Got a lil present for Jolene's brother...
And i had to rush off to Paya Lebar...
Met up with Vicky, Sashi, Didi and Thani...
Ended up late for e prayers...
:(

& things are alright...

She couldnt stop taking photos of me smoking...

I like the shot!

You will never understand...

I seriously didnt understand what was happening yesterday...
I felt that my whole world was spinning on all ends...
All i can tell you is that i am super disappointed in you...
:(

I seriously dont understand what it is that we have to fight every single day!
I'm tired, really tired of fighting...
I feel so weak and so lost...
The way you spoke to me...
Hung up on me continuously...
I just cant bring myself to think that it was you who was speaking...

Or let me think, was someone else instigating you?...
I really have no clue of whatsoever...
I just dont understand...
After scolding me so much and making me call you continuously...
& when finally i give up...
You start messaging me to call you...

I mean i am not trying to justify myself...
The only thing i am trying to tell you is that stopping you from doing something negative= ruining your life?...
I dont seem to understand how that works...
I can never be your Mr.Right Guy...

Hearing to Jivi's voice yesterday just made me break down...
After so long, i cried...
I couldnt force back my tears...
Disappointing, every one of them disappointed me...

Thanks so much for Yesterday night Jiv...
Without you i would not have been able to pull through...
Was really cheered up after our little sneak meetup:)

TOMORROW= DAYOUTWITHJOLENE:)

& what you hear can SHOCK you!

It's so true when people say that 'Life is unpredictable'~!
Cheers to that...
Cause that is what my life is changing into...
You can never know what happens the next day....
So drama-mama....
:(

Hmmm....
Let's see....
I am such a klutz....
Friday, during cocktail knocked a glass of beer and three glasses of soft drinks on myself...
Got myself a lil tipsy at work thanks to Martel and e bartender!
Slept over at Jivi's...

Saturday, help out with the poster...
Had a super fun lunch with Jivi's mom feeding us (It was like super cutee... We were crowding around her and she was making rice balls and feeding us, Old times:()
Get ready and head to Ceylon Sports club...
Scream my lungs out...
A small get-to-know-Jivi's-family session over there...

Sunday, miss Church...
End up at Escape with Vicky, Ganeson annae, Lavan akka, Sangee, Michal and Thani...
A time of my life...
Disaster scene at Pirate ship went dizzy child decides to puke just so close to me...
Fun with e Go-Karts...
Get wet at Wet & Wild and decide to get wet again!
Act like a crazy dumbass child who's paranoid by running in a ball and falling all over the place...
& best of all, 2 new friends!
What else could be better?...

Monday, wake up and realise i missed class...
Hear the most SHOCKING news i have not heard in 17 years of my life...
Go paranoid!
Oh god!
Show me the way...
:(


& right now... MODULE SELECTION IS A MAJOR PROBLEM!

Pushing myself into a MESS!

I dont know if i am doing the right thing here...
Should i be telling her everything...
After all she's my Best Friend!
However, she has a special someone and information might move....
I just dont want my didi getting into trouble for anything...

Feeling so horrible...
And i just cant take it when i keep secrets from her...
Its like as if im behaving like some traitor...
Argghhh....
How i wish i could not hear anything?...
It would be much better...

Anyways, Old Dogs turned out to be good...
It was better than the trailer which was posted...
Wouldnt mind watching it again...
*hints at someone*
Ahahahaha....

I really want to achieve something this year...
I want it to be a remarkable one!...
Hmmm...

Never Say Goodbye!

I know i am like super super slow to be blogging about this movie now...

I should have watched it like three years back...

But since i decided to 'procrastinate'...

Ahahaha...

At least i managed to watch it, like Finally!...

Was not even a teeny weeny bit sleepy and so i decided to watch this movie...

& i did not regret the three and a half hours of sleep i wasted...

A wonderful and enlightening movie...

Full of sentiments and love...

A really unique story which really touched me...

Movies do not affect me easily...

But Sharukh Khan, Rani Mukherjee, Preity Zinta and Abhishek did a wonderful job...

The characters' emotions were portrayed beautifully...

Ten over ten for this flick:)

A must watch to those 'procrastinators' like me...

Updates

& so the second week of school has started...
Time is like flying super fast...
Before i know it i'm in school...
Suddenly lessons are over and i'm out with my buddies...
Next i know i'm sleeping at home...
Same thing over and over again...

Cant wait for holidays to start once again...
Just four more weeks...
Must survive!...
Let me leave some updates on what happened during my first week since the start of a New Year...

Skipped school once...
Didnt go to work properly(peer pressure)...
Stay-over at Jivi's place...
Cant remember anything else...
Finished my second set of UTs...
Left with another set and i will be PROMOTED to Year 2!:)

New Year Resolutions and others:)

Well...

I havent exactly posted my resolutions and how my new year went about...

So i went to Didi's place to help mummy out with cleaning up...

& as usual, food was stuffed into my mouth one after the other...

Haiz...

There was quite a bit of entertainment proudly done by me...

And mummy was laughing her head off...

Following that, got ready and Didi, Thani and myself left for Church...

Somehow everyone ended up there with lots of hustle and bustle...

Church was great with praise and worship...

We left during sermon and came back again...

Once the clock struck 12, Deevya pounced on me and started squeaking away...

hahaha...

Following that wishes started flying...

& the rest of the night was dedicated to smoking and drinking...

Had so much of fun and i really think that New Year was a blast...

Well, after thinking, i have three resolutions:

1) Cut down on smoking and drinking (as in seriously cut down)

2) Go to school almost everyday (You can never expect perfection)

3) Learn to prioritise everything i do

Today had a day out with Jivi like after so long...

It was good to be back like normal times...

I was laughing my head off with her...

We were just behaving like some 3- year old children...

Caught Avatar in 3D...

Was a last minute thing...

But the movie was worth watching...

Peeps,go and catch it!...