The Absolute Mess!

& that will be my life.
An absolute mess.
I dont know what to make out of life.
& what i'm supposed to do.
There are days that i feel that i want to let go of everything and walk away.
But i cant.
I gotta be strong and face every single thing.

1)I aint going school properly. Skipped countless days.
2)Wasting my life away, with no motive of whatsoever.
3)Not been able to sort things out.
4)Problems with clique and others.
My list could drag on further.

I really have to start sorting things out and working my way through.
Before i end up as a, DISASTER!

What i've been up to recently:
- Had a hell of a time at Club Maya with Vicky, Jivi and Sangee (Wild Night)
- Am dancing for a show on Mother's Day! (Fun, Fun, Fun!)
- Celebrated John's Birthday. Caught Sura & ended up looking for wrong people at wrong alleyways!
- Chicken Little's Birthday, seemed like a blast, but the ending was a real BLAST!

I MISS JOLENE!
I wish she was beside me 24/7.
I could talk to her till the end of time and i could go on and on after that too.
& I so miss Jiviya.
It is never the same anymore, sadly:(