Someone get me a book!...

I need help...
I want to own a book...
A really special one...
One that teaches me how to understand a girl...
Or to at least read her...

You have said your part on how irritated you were and stuff...
You even listed your hurts...
Think back and you will realise how you spoke to me...
It was like i was forcing something on you...
You were talking like you were not bothered...
& lastly, you brought a group of people to CWP for nothing...

Yet, you can be pissed at me...
& vent your irritation on others...
In what way would that be fair?...
Yet, you have every right to be pissed and hurt?...

Yesterday night was my fault...
I purposely picked the fight cause of my anger...
I've apologised and i think i dont have to say anything more...
Cause i know that i did no wrong except for the conversation at night...
Nothing more to add...