Time has been running really fast!
Before we realise it, new year would be greeting us...
A whole new start...
A change...
& i just hope that the coming here would bring everyone more goodness...
I want things to go right for me for the coming year...
& if it does not, i will make it go my way!...
This year has brought me through many tidal waves...
I have been pulled into the deepest ends of the sea...
and yet have also resurfaced at the top...
I am going to leave all bad things behind...
and am going to look at things in a different perspective...
New Year coutdown would be in Church...
Following that, would be GROUPMEETUP!
Yippee!...
Cant wait to see all my mates...
Gonna be like so super fun with them...
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Ticking away...
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Monday, December 28, 2009
Pay-Day!
Woke up at like 3pm and i was like OMG!
After a big hassle, ended up at Outram with Sangee and Indra...
Collected my pay and it was way beyond expectations...
Was totally happy and satisfied!
There was just this feeling where i was thinking how good would it be without working today...
However, sadly me and Sangee took the train to Orchard...
Michal arrives late!
& we end up getting sent home with no deduction of cash!...
Next thing we know, we end up at Bugis!
With three tickets to Sherlock Holmes...
Did a bit of shopping and i'm still not broke!
Yeah!...
Caught the movie and i felt that it was a really good movie...
Worth the money and the props and climax is really good...
Two thumbs up for this movie!
Go catch it peeps...
Nice...
& once again...
You do this to me...
What did i do?...
I really dont understand...
& people, this aint about my love life!!!
I promised to upload pictures so there...
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Friday, December 25, 2009
Christmas Visitings:)
& mostly, i was with all my loved ones...
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Saturday, December 19, 2009
& the fever has started!...
And boy, were we lucky!...
& i was right once again...
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Just moving!
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Sunday, December 13, 2009
Silencing yourself...
I dont know why...
But recently keep getting this hunch...
I keep thinking that i am going to end up all alone...
That thought just scares me...
Therefore, i try to cut away connections...
Went swimming all by myself...
It was a different experience...
Was kinna fun...
& many people would have thought i am a retard because i was talking to myself...
What happens next?!?!...
I end up going to work alone...
I would never ever do this in my sane mind!...
I just feel so lonely nowadays...
And i dont know why...
It aint anyone's fault except for mine...
I am not the usual me...
Everyone keeps telling me that..
I know, i know, i know...
I really cant help myself...
Nor can i do anything...
I can give you a fake smile if you want me to...
Nothing else...
I badly miss Ashwin nowadays...
How i wish he was there to take care of me...
Feeling so miserable...
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Thursday, December 10, 2009
& he left...
To my one and only all- time favourite brother...
This post is specially dedicated to you...
I've known you for almost two years...
A long stretch of time...
This special word, 'time', made us bond...
We learnt to understand each other...
I would never ever forget each and every single thing you have done for me...
You're really someone so special...
& now...
When i feel that my world is breaking apart...
And i think that i would have to fake every one of my smiles...
You decide to leave...
Or should i say you are made to...
I pray for your safety, protection and enjoy this fun period of life...
Four months is a long time...
& that smile of yours would immediately bring a smile on your face...
& now with tears, and brooding memories...
I bid you farewell...
Take care my brother...
You mean half the world to me...
I'll miss you!
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Sunday, December 6, 2009
So much to say... Yet words are stuck...
Have given a long gap in between blogging...
This has been due to work and a few other problems...
Am shattered, broken, tired, weak and really sick...
Not blaming anyone this time...
It was my fault...
Have been the cause for so many tears...
I dont know how i am going to forgive myself...
I have hurt two people and there is no way i can change it...
Nor can i do anything about it...
Time heals all wounds...
And i hope that this is true...
Have been out for three days...
Michal's Birthday wasnt off to a good start, but it ended with a blast...
Will always be there for my lil dear...
Had fun staying out three nights...
I just love having gathering with friends...
It makes me feel whole and not forgetting complete...
19th is coming and we havent completed much stuff yet...
Am going to perform a dance and drama for Christmas...
Ahahaha...
Hope all goes well...
The dance is like totally superb and the drama aint too bad...
& right now...
I just dont wish for anything...
I feel broken...
I know that i should not be saying this as i am the one who started this whole shit...
I hurt so many people and i should have thought earlier...
But NO!!!
I've always been selfish...
I just want time to be alone...
All alone...
Maybe this loneliness might show me how to treasure people better...
Feeling so down and disturbed...
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Sunday, November 29, 2009
Where does contentment and self- fulfillment lie?...
Food was superb...
The guys... After the naming ceremony...
Me and my beloved Didi...
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
A night in Ivy's house works miracles...
Welll...
Close ones should know what happened from this photo...
Finally, we're talking...
It feels like a rock lifted out of my brain...
It feels easier to breathe and all...
Sounds so dramatic right?...
Be in my situation and your'll will know how it is...
Anyway, Ivy's house is becoming a hotspot for everyone...
Was so fun to spend the night there...
Had some wine that was stealthily taken...
My chest started burning like so freakin' badly...
Felt like i was draggin a can o' Barons...
In the end, all of us fell asleep one after the other...
But still enjoyed myself loads...
Now i dont understand why when one turns to be alright the other starts a fight...
Feeeling so irritated...
I dont know what do these people want from me...
One after the other...
They love fighting with me...
Arrrggghhhh....
Threesome idiots...
Kinna like this pic:)
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
ONEDAYOFBEINGGOODINMYTERMS:)
Felt that i was a real good boy yesterday...
Went to school...
Came back home after that...
Changed and left for the gym...
Sam decided to accompany me after a few squabbles...
It was fun going out just with him after so long...
Had a good time at the gym...
It was only an hour and a half, but i felt that i had a good workout...
Should do this more often...
Going again on Friday morning...
Cant wait...
Following that...
We left and i was home by 8.30...
Couldnt believe that it was me...
But i did not feel bad or anything...
It felt good to be at home after so so long...
Birthdays are coming up soon...
Today's is my dearest Samuel's...
He has been a really nice cousin to me...
And i treasure him loads...
Happy Birthday cousin...
Mom's and Michal's one are next....
Found a job too...
Cant wait to start work...
Really need the cash...
Would really help me...
& i miss a little someone just a little bit..
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Monday, November 23, 2009
& so are we walking separate ways?..
I could be myself...
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
Whom am i to turn to now?...
Life has become close to unbearable...
I constantly get the feeling that i am unwanted all the time nowadays...
Nothing seems to improve this strange feeling...
& the factor which makes things worse is my classmates...
I so wish i was in W15G...
My current classmates are as fake as a pllastic snake...
I just feel so left out and irritated in class...
Have been calling people up to make myself feel better...
I just want to have lots of friends who treasure me...
& not play that two- headed game...
Am always sincere to my friends, but this is what i get...
Vicky's Birthday made things worse...
Things started off well...
With a good lunch and loads of surprises...
But as darkness took over...
Things became worse...
A certain someone made me feel even worse...
Constant shooting of vulgarities...
& the constant repetition, 'I dont want you!'...
Am not saying anything more...
& two friends whom i treasured over anyone else disappointed me the most...
After this...
I just dont want to expect anything from anyone...
Am better off leading life alone i guess...
It would help make things better...
Have been missing out on church too...
I have to turn to father god soon...
The only one who can pull me through this period of time...
STARTTRAINING!!!!
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Monday, November 16, 2009
Unexplainable
What is happening to the world?...
Arent there any nice humans around?...
Am feeling so fucked at the moment...
Totally pissed with a certain family...
Stop playing your games with me and trying to make me a joker...
Am over these childish games...
Grow up people please...
Have been meeting quite a number of my friends recently...
And am feeling so happy to see these certain peeps like after so long...
Especially Varshini...
We used to be besties...
I'm just happy that our separation isn't distinct even though we hadn't met in a while...
Caught Paranormal Activity...
Was a new experience...
The movie was kind'a interesting and i feel that it plays with your mind...
Second night i am waking up feeling worried...
Should stop picturing stuff...
Exams are totally completed...
Holidays should be coming soon...
& i so feel like hitting the gym today...
Hopefully Samuel is nice to me...
& Christmas is like nearing all too soon...
SAVEUPSOONGURU:)
And finally...
See the photo above?...
People should be wondering...
It's Adrielle Vinesha, my godsister's lil baby...
Finally, got a picture with her...
Her mom was like totally paranoid...
She was like careful Guru, please...
A mom's love & protection is yet the BEST!!!
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
Finally...
A pierced tongue...
& am so happy that things are better now...
Recently, things have been diverted in a good way...
I am able to look at things in a more calm and cool way...
I also have met up with quite a number of my peeps...
So much fun...
Nothing else beats this...
Having a list'o movies to watch...
But the anticipation to watch New Moon is growing...
Cant wait for the movie to be out...
Guru is having a list of things to buy...
But he's going Broke, Broke and Broke...
And this irritates him so much..
Argh...
Probably a piggy bank would be a good idea...
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
& temptation plays it's part...
Back to the life of lil old boring ME...
Things have come to a standstill...
Life is getting a lil boring...
Haiz...
School is taking the life outta me...
Getting so tired...
Thank god, my angels in school make the day easier to pass through...
Getting up just about take away all the energy i have...
Stayed over in Thani's house with Jivi and Vicky...
Had a lot of fun...
Had a hell of a time laughing away with Jivi...
We were ransacking Thani's fridge...
Had so much fun...
Am also really happy that i am back with Church...
Things feel better...
& lastly, i really have an issue with this specific person...
I dont want to mention e name...
I am just so confused over this person...
That person is practically one o my besties...
But recently, i am really having doubts...
Is the person my friend cause she is my bestie...
We just dont have that bonding any longer...
LASTLY,IWANTACUTELILPUPPYALLFORMYSELF!!!!
A tongue piercing aint gonna hurt anyone right?...
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Breezing past...
& everything happening around me...
Just breezez past...
November is already here...
Shocking...
Friday Left school halfway...
Went to Causeway Point...
Got something for the lil one...
Then proceeded to Sham's house to see her...
The lil one was just so beautiful...
& that was the first time i heard a few weeks old baby giggling...
It was just so nice...
God Bless and protect her:)
On Saturday went to support Sashi at the Nakshatra 09...
First show is RP that i am attenidng...
Was really fun...
Meetup with a lot of people that i have not seen in a while...
A sudden gathering was really fun...
Took quite a number of pictures too...
The show was really great...
& Sashi did a good job...
Sunday came with my sister's 21st cum Deepavali Celebration...
My house was a mess...
Invited quite a number of friends...
& Thani gave me a surprise...
She ganged up with my family to shock me...
My darling looked so gorgeous...
After so long seeing my family...
As a whole..
& not forgetting the dear friends who came...
Thanks so much guys...
:):):)
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
She's got a taste for bad boys...
Told ya i expected it...
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
Inches away from the realms of reality...
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Monday, October 19, 2009
Deepavali- a time for Reunion...
Was really not in the Deepavali spirit...
Went to a few houses...
She doesnt sound so good...
Am putting on a brave front...
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
A Perfect Beginning to a Perfect Deepavali...
My Deepavali Eve was simply superb...
Left skool at 11.30 and headed to Suntec City with Thani...
Met Mummy at a shop where she was gettin a full nail spa...
& i got pulled into Foot Reflexology and Body Massage...
It was super refreshing...
Following that, we headed down to Sizzlers'...
The food there was superb...
I had a spicy chicken and Swiss Chicken...
It was totally expensive...
And we had free access to the Salad bar...
Was simply delicious...
After having our makan, we headed to Carrefour...
Over there, Thani bribed Mummy into buying me Breaking Dawn...
That girl ah...
Following that, mummy got me a jigsaw puzzle and also a box of Royce chocolates...
Was super happy...
Took a cab from there to west coast and then to Church....
I was all alone in church...
Guess that that was what i wanted...
A lil loneliness to set my thoughts straight...
Service was good...
& i went to catch Aadhavan with John, Michal, Jivi, Preeta and Sangee...
Movie was good, but the story line was a lil slow...
Hundred points to the comedy and songs...
A must catch movie in my opinion...
Following that, we lepak till morning and i went home...
Super tired and fell asleep for an hour...
& i shall continue my next post...
Ta-ta...
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
A lil loneliness wont hurt...
Am over all that running- after- you...
It's time i give up...
It's up to you if you want to hold it or break it...
I dont want to say that i am the perfect one...
I also have my flaws...
But i feel that it will be better this way...
Guess i am not cut out under the area of friendship...
I do not want to live a fake life...
I dont want to hear to you rattling all the time about him...
I just want peace of mind...
I'd rather just keep quiet this time...
Make your move...
Do what you want...
But i hope you know what you are doing...
Dont give hopes to the wrong ones...
& peeps who are lost...
This aint anything about my relationship...
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Driftless...
Guess i havent been sharing much about my oh-so-drama life...
Hehehe...
Nothing much going on...
The holidays have killed the drama...
Never talked about skool to...
Or my new class...
They are okay...
But there isnt even a biit of the W15G essence there...
Very saddening though...
:(
Deepavali's coming...
& i dun feel the usual excitement that i tend to feel all the time...
Sad eh..
& i want to highlight my hair...
But what the fuck...
Short short hair...
:(:(:(
Anyway, there is a new group forming in Republic right now..
My cousin has started coming here...
And so have vicky and jivi...
Not forgetting Michal...
Hehehe...
There is a new group building up...
So fun...
& lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Indrani or should i say my dearest topa...
Really treasure you a lot crazy woman...
Getting lenses later!!!!
Yay!!!
Feel totally driftless...
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Monday, October 12, 2009
I MISS MY BESTIE:(
My closest...
The one who understood me...
The angel who took me away from my problems...
She was always there...
Still can remember the first time i saw her...
She was givin me the Who-the-fuck-are-you face...
& thru time we became besties...
However, now i feel that we are slowly drifting apart...
I just want to tell my bestie that i love her so much...
& she means a lot to me...
More than most people in my life for sure...
So happy to see her yesterday...
Was like a dream...
& that lil moron brought me a chocolate muffin...
:):):)
My muffin....
So happy:):):)
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
A Smooth Life:)
Hehehe...
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Wednesday, October 7, 2009
You belong with me:)
SCREWED IT UP BIG TIME!!!!
Sorry love...
Had so much of plans...
& this is wad happens...
:(
I enjoyed every single one of those slaps...
Dun feel guilty even a single bit ok?...
Cause they made me feel that i am yours...
Hope you liked the presents...
The least i could do for all the love you showered...
You are the cutest being ever found...
The one who gives me piercing looks...
The one who doesnt fake herserlf to me...
The one person who yearns for my love...
& i really want to tell you...
I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!
HAPPY ONE YEAR:)
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Monday, October 5, 2009
Feast Of Tabernacles
I so love this Foto!!!
Its Superb...
& now we go to the Feast of Tabernacles...
Had so much fun at the feast...
Enjoyed myself...
The praise and worship was really good...
Didnt stay for the sermon...
Lots'a drama was goin on...
Anyway have strengthened my bonding with a few people i guess...
Am happy about that...
:)
Skool has started and am so hating it...
:(
Me and maha... After her performance...
Lalala... The Peeps...
Sta-a-ayle...
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Thursday, October 1, 2009
Classic example of Weirdness?!?!
Absolutely not...
Was totally appalled at what people were ranting and bitching about her...
Some say she has lost it, some say that her face has got busted...
Others think she's a looney...
However, i think that Lady Gaga is simply SUPERB!!!
She's totally daring and does not bother about what people think about her...
You say she's seeking attention?...
Well who isnt in this world?...
Every single individual wants some form of attention from someone....
& i really think that her costumes are kinn'a cool...
Self- inspired...
Her performance at VMA raised eyebrows...
It was really a good job done...
& she's something really different...
Not forgetting her songs are catchy...
To haters...
Have the guts to do what she does...
If not **** off...
Enjoyed the performance... You rawk lady...
:):):)
The sensation which is rawking today's pop industry...
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
4BIA 2...
Personal movie review...
Sarked big time...
Please dun catch it...
Ten thumbs down...
Was lame, stupid and even comical...
Wasted a helload of two hours in the cinema...
Only the fifth story was nice...
But mind you it wasnt horror...
COMEDY!!!!
Anyway, i really dunno why...
But had a lot of fun today...
Felt so alive after so long...
The nonsensical things that we did today...
:):):)
& i havent forgotten the part on animal abuse...
I am going to bring about a change...
It's my way or the HIGHWAY!!!
Gonna look for sites which can make a change...
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I turn to you Father God...
Father god...
You said that what your children ask would be given to them...
I plead to you lord...
Put an end to these mean stuff that is happening to the poor souls...
The ones that can't speak up for themselves...
Keep the perished souls happily with you father...
& please stop these killings...
Nothing is impossible through you...
You are the one who works wonders...
Show your power father...
Help these poor souls...
Was going through a few websites that my friend Jan sent me...
Really shocking...
I cant believe humans are so cruel and only care for their own ass...
What happened to the man's best friend...
Is everything only words?...
Isnt there an authority which can put a stop to this?...
I so wish i had the rights to put an end to this...
I feel so useless...
& I REALLY MISS YOU MY DEAR ONE!!!
MISS YOUR CUDDLES, THE WARM FUR & THE GENTLE TONGUE THAT USED TO LICK AWAY MY TEARS:(
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Monday, September 28, 2009
Blood's boiling at Maximum pressure...
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
Ninaithale Inikkum...
A beautiful story of friendship, love & understanding...
This movie really flooded my mind with recollections...
All the hurts, fun times and sad moments went past that lil brain o' mine...
& that usual fear of mine kept tugging at the back of my head...
What if one day she decides that she has had enough with this friendship?...
What if he decides to leave?...
What if i'm stranded?...
These people who brought a lifesupply of special moments...
It would really cause me to crumble if they decide to abandon me...
Okay i am gettin super paranoid...
Anyway, had treasure hunt in Church and woah was it fun...
Had so much of bonding...
& i cant believe we decided to catch a 12.30a.m. show...
Made so much noise in the Church van...
We were practically going crazy...
I really enjoyed myself...
& movie= superb...
The clique at Mustafa...
At tekka market... Waiting for Mee Goreng...
REX... & here we go...
Simply bliss...
Today at Church... The two beauties...
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