oRgAnIZinG....???

i hAve tO oRganISe alL mY sTuFF...

i aM NEver pUncTUal fOR eVErythINg...

arRRgHH...

tODay i wAs LAte tO MEEt JIVi anD vIcKy...

aIyo...

jIVi wAs fuMin mAd...

lUCky eVErythINg gOt sOLVEd...

HEEx...

HAve tO BE bEtTEr...

hOPEfULLy...

aNYWaYZ jOLenE uPlOAdEd YEstErdAy'S fOtoZ...

hErE's sOMe oF thEm...

i lIKE!!!

sPiDerMAn....

sIDeWaYS...

cOOl...

....

???

:) tO jOleNE...

THE dAy tOdAy wAs dEdiCatEd tO mY dEaREst JOLenE...
AhHAha...
HAD JUZ sO MUch fUn aFTEr sO lOng oF nOt sEEing HEr...
mISSed YOu...

HEhEhe...
wE mEt UP aND wEnt tO ORcHArd....
aS USuaL wAs LAte...
bUt JUz a LIl...
wE goT dOWn aND gOt thE tICkets...
HAhA...
ON thE wAy sOMeoNE aSkEd uS tO BE mODeLS fOR sOMe sTUpiD mAgAziNE...
aND wE GAve hIm oUR nuMBErS...
THEn wE wEnt tO eAt aT PAstAmAniA...
wAs sO nICe...
aND thEn wE wEnt fOr tHE mOviE...
jOLEne alMOst pEEd oN HEr pAntS...
i HAd tO PRoTEct HEr...
*BRAve oNE...
bUT i sTiLL foUNd thE unBORn oKAy OKay...

aFTEr THat wE sTarTEd wAlKing AroUNd...
aND jOLene's cAmEra wAs foLLowin mE eVErywHEre...
wE wEnt tO tOYs r Us aND alSo MAde a lOt oF nOIse tHEre...
HAd sO mUch fUN...
thAnks jOlenE...
:)

HapPINeSS... jOy aND bLIsS....

tHis IS wAd i hAve gOt fOR thE PAst tWo dAys...
gOd HAs rEAlLY BLEsSed ME sO MUCh...
aNd i tHAnK hIm fOR IT...
YEsTERDaY i MEt mY BAby...
aND We wEnt OUt...
wEnt tO eAt aT GRiLLErS anD cAtcH a sUPerb mOVie...
tHE mOvie wAs sO cOmICal aND toUChing...
iT iS a mY KINd oF MOVie...
hOtEl fOR dOgs...
tHE MOVie wAs suPErb...
wAs sO HApPy tO BE wiTh MY BAby...

fOLLowiNg thAt wE wEnt tO cHURch wiTh sAMuel...
aND i HAd a GREat tIMe aT wORshIp...
aND i fElt thAt i HAd tO gO fOR tHE alTAr cAll...
aND sO wHEn eNoch aSked ME i sAiD oKAy...
i fEEl sO blEssEd...
aND THAnkS sO MUch TO YOU GUYs...
MY cG MEmBErs wEre sO sWeeT...
tHEy GAve me pResEnts...
BUt tHEir bLEssINg wAs eVEn MORe pReciOUs...
:)

oNe thINg thAt i rEalLy wAnNA do nOW IS tO sTOp smOKIn...
tHe oTHEr iS tO gO tO chURch pRoPErly...
i nEEd gOD's blEssINg anD pRotEctiOn...
:)

tODay i HAd a HElL oF a tiME wiTh MURali, NAziAh, BUnNY anD tURCa...
wE wEnt tO eAt anD aFTEr tHAt wE wEnt fOR kArAoKE...
tHE fOOD wAs sO sUPErb...
aND wE HAd sO MUCh fUN fOR thE kAraoKE...
i rEalLY MISSed mURAli alOt...
:(...
hAhAha...
bUt i HAD sO MUch fuN...

toMOrrOW IS OUt wiTh jOLEne!!!!
cAnt wAit

a dAy fuLL oF jOy...!!!

oMG...
nO wORds tO dEscRiBE tODay...
tHE amOunt OF fUN i HAd...

iN thE MORnIng i wOKE uP...
aNd gOt rEady...
mEt uVA ON thE mRt...
aND thEn wE PRocEEdEd to MEEt thE oTHErs aT cLEmeNti...
tUrCa cAme anD pOUncEd oN ME wiTh sO MAny HApPy BIrtHDays...
HAhAha...
aiYo aIYo...
hEr ExTEnsIONs wEre sUPErb...
THEn bUnNY aND NAziAh cAme...
wE PROcEEdEd tO rAmEntEn IN fAr eAst sQuaRE...
tURca dID thE ORdEring fOR uS...
thE foOD wAs sUPErb...
JUZ thE GREEN TEa...
OMg!!!
*vOMITs*
THEn aFTEr EatIng i wAs lIKE LEts gO...
aND THEy sAid HOld oN...
THEn THEy sTaRTed sINgiNG HApPY BiRthDay...
aND a wAfFle ICe cREAm enDEd uP IN fROnt OF ME...
wIth a cUTe cANdLE...
aIYo...
HAhAha...
THAnKS sO MUCh gUYs...
aFTEr tHAt wE wEre sMOkIN aND JUZ HAngINg aBOUt....
thEn i LEft tO MEEt JIvi aND vICkY....

i wAs sURpRIsed thAt aShoK aNNAe RemEMbEreD mY BDay...
HAhA...
HE wIShEd ME...
:):)
THEn i MEt vIcky aND jIVi UNDer MY bLK...
HE GAve ME a PResEnt:)
tHEn wE wEnt tO wAtch THe UNbORn
aND aFTEr THAt sWenSEns...
aIYo aiYo...
wAs fEElin sO fuLL...
fROm thEre HAd tO gO cCk tO MEEt sAnGEETha, TAsh, RAKEsh aND iNDra...
HAha

oVEr thEre HAd sO MUCh fuN tOO...
I WAs sAbO-Ed wITh a cAke...
THEn RAKEsh dRoPPEd US BAcK...
HIS cAr iS LIKe suPEr cOOl...
wHOA...
AHahAHa...

aNYWayS gUYs THAnkS sO MUch fOR MAkIn MY dAy...
i fElt sO BAd...
YOurlL sPEnt ALOt...
aND iT wAs VEry sWeeT...
i aM suPEr HApPY...
lOve yOU gUYS lOTS...
aND GUEss wAd???

i Am eXcITed tO MEEt mY BAby aNGel toMORroW...
YAy!!!
HAhHAha....

tHankS tO buNNy aND jIVi

tHankS tO thEse tWo anGEls whO MAde MY bIRthDay...
waS sWeEt oF thEm...
:)
bUnNy wAs sO sWeEt tO coME aLL thE wAy tO buKit BAtok bY HErSelf...
tHAt cRAzy GAl gOt ME a cAke wHIch wAs sO sUPErb...
*lICk MY LIPs*...
aND iT wAs sO cUTE thE wAy sHE aSKEd ME tO wAsH MY HAnds...
aND sHE bRoUght tHE cAke uP to mE...
aND thAnks fOR thE pREsEnts dEarIE...

thEn wE atE aNd wEnt tO thE NAtURe rEservE...
wAs sO fuN...
wE spOTTeD a KOmODo dRagOn aND a MOnKEy...
aND tO toP iT aLL wAs gReEn aPPle voDka...
thAnkS sO MUch BUnNy...
YOu MAde mY dAy...
iT wAs sIMPle...
YEt sO MUch oF fUn...
i wAs REAlLy toUchEd...
YOU dIDnt HAve tO dO sO MUch...

THen i mEt jIvi aND tHAt cRAzy gAl wAs UPSet cAuse sHE wAs BROke...
bUt i wAs hApPy eNUf tO sEe HEr...
thAt wAs eNUf...
aS lOng As i aM wiTh mY BEstIE...
tHEn wE wEnt tO cSc...
aNd JiVi aND pREEtz wAs tRyiNg thEir bEst tO sAbo ME...
IN thE eND i sAt dOwn oN gLutiONOus rICe...
aND i wAs sMAsHEd oN an iCe cREam...
aND nOT tO fORgEt thE sEventEEn pUNchEs i gOt...
aiYo...
HAhaha...
bUt i eNjOYEd MYSeLF aLOt...
thAnks sO MUch gUYs...
:)

iS iT mY bIrtHDaY???

i dUn eVEn hAvE thE fEEliNG thAt iT IS mY BIrthDay...
i JUz fEEl sO...
aND tO MAke tHIngs wORse EVryoNE iS aSking ME hOW coME i nEVer gO OUt...
cAusE i rEalLy dUNNo wHEre tO gO...
aRRgGh...

anD thAnks bUnNY fOR tRyIng tO MAke ME fEEl BEtTEr...
rEaLLy sWeEt OF yoU tO coME HErE...
:)

dUNNo wAd eLSe to sAy...

wIshEs...

iTs... 12.42...
42 miNutEs sINce MY bIRthDay sTArTEd...
aNd thAnKS tO eVEryOne fOR tHe wIshEs...
tHAnkS tO tHani, vICky, jIvi, tURcA, pREEta, yUva, jOLene, nAziAh, bUNNy, dIViya, nIchoLAs, pRasAnNA, sAnGEETha, TAArsHIni, kUmarAn, fAith, gaYA aKKA, LOGes aND sAshi...
aND mAny mAny mORe oTHErs...
tHAnks sO MUCh...
yOUrll JUZ bROught smILEs tO mY FAces...

aND i enJOYed alL yoUr wISHes...
aND i thAnkk gOD fOR gIving mE hApPINESs alL my lIFe...
tHAnks eVEryoNe ONCe aGAin...
:)

aRrgHH....

i dUNNo whY...
bUt i aM cURRentlY fEEliNg iRRitAtEd...
fOR nO rEasON...
i kNow i aM MAd...
BUt i aM JUZ fEElin sO....
ArRRgHH...

fEElIn hElplEsS...

i dUnNO whY i aM fEElin HElPLEss...
bUt i rEalLy aM fEElin thAt wAy...
i wISh thAt i wAs a sUPErhuMAn aT tiMEs...

i wISh thAt i coUld HElp viCKy...
i wISh thAt tHEre wILL BE nO pRobLEms...
aT tiMEs i wiSh i cOUld rUN aWay fROm thIS wHOle wORld aND hIDe sOMEwhEre...
aLL thEse wISheS wONt HApPEn...
bUt iTs NOt wRong tO dReaM at tIMes...

i JUz fEEl sO emPty...
aND a lIl uSelEss...

aND to MAke thIngs wORse toDay...
i sAw tWo irRitANts...
ARRRgGh...
aNd i coUldnt GEt tO sEE mY BAby...
wHIch i wAs lOOkin fORwArd tO
:(
iTs oKAy...

mAny pPl aRE LOOkin fORwArd tO mY BIrtHDay...
aND i dO tOO...
bUt thIs YEar...
i JUz duN wAnt mY bDay tO coME...
i dUNNo whY....
mAybE sOMEthiNG iS wROng wiTh MY HEad...
bUt i hOPe eVErythiNg wiLL BE goINg wElL...

a 3- daY oUt... :)

HahA... HAd LOTsa fUn...

thE fIRst NITe i eNded uP at sAmUEl's PLAce cAuse i HAd tO coNviNCe hIS mOm tO lEt hIm coME foR wILd wiLD wEt..
In thE mORning ONCe wE haD oUr rISe anD shINe...

aLL MAde OUR wAy tO PAsiR rIS...

thE sTArtIn iTSelf wAs BAd...

mIChElLE anD HEr gUY BRoke uP...

vICky's mOM gOT aDmITTEd...

aND stUFf lIKE thAt...

aND tO wORsEn thINgs wILd wILD wEt wAs cLOSed fOR fAmiLy dAy...

i wAs lIKE wAd thE fUCk...

eVEryONe wAs sO fUCked uP iN tHAt hOt wEAtHEr...

bUt thEn wE dEciDEd...

tO gO tO mIChElLE's cHAlet dRoP oUr thINgs aND gO tO THe BEach...

aND THAts eXactlY wAd wE dID...

HAhAhA...

wE JUZ thRew TAArshINi aND jIVi IN...

aND i HAd thE hONOur to PUCh viCky iNto thE wAter tOO...

HAhAha...

wE HAd LoAds OF lAugHS...

aND thE rAin MAde US eVEn MORe HApPIEr...

wE sTArtEd BEhAvin lIKE soME lIL chILDren aND JUZ pLAyed anD pLAyed...

tHEn wE wEnt BAck tO mIcHElLE's cHAlEt...

wE sTArTEd bAtHIn ONE BY ONE...

tHEn bUNKEd iN iNto a roOm...

THEre wE sTArTEd JUmPIn oN toP OF Each oTHer anD MAde a bIg chAos...

iT wAs sO sUPEr fuN...

tHEn wE HAd a goOD dINNEr...

aND wE cONtiNUEd pLAyin...

thEn sAdly tAArshINI anD sAMuel hAd to LEave...

AfTEr thEy LEft...

wE wEnt tO eAt sAtAy

anD thEn wE sEttlEd tO dRink...

THAt wAs a sUPer BAd IDEa...

sAnGEETha gOt dRunk aND shE sTARtEd crYIn...

MIChElle bRoke doWn tOO...

aND vICky aND JIVi goT iNto a bIg fiGht thAt i dUN wAnnA mENtiOn...

IT wAs BAd...

REalLy BAd...

i dUNNO HOW IS JIVi goNNA lOOk aT vICky aNYMOre...

vICe VeRsa...

hAiz...

tHEn wE MAde OUR wAy BAck

aND VICky sTArTED thRowiN tAntRums And i gOt iNto a fiGht wiTh hIm...

thEn i gOt INto a bAd MOOD...

i REsPEct KUmaRAn a LOt fOR HAndlIng thE sITUatIOn VEry WelL...

tHen fiNAlLY i aND vICky goT a bIt Ok...

aND thEy wOKe mE uP IN thE MIDDLe OF thE nIGht...

fiNAlLy eVEryONE fEll asLEEp anD i wAs sO toUched thAt viCky actUAlLY pUt hIS bLAnKEt ON ME whEN i wAs sLEEPin anD pUt MY pILLOw pROPErly...

sO sWEEt...

eVEntuAlLY eVEryONE woKe uP...

aND wE sTARted pLAyin fuNEral gAmes...

THEn wE MEt BEcky anD Went tO oLD chANgi...

tHE thINGs thAt HAPPeNEd thEre...

aiYo...

HEad PAin...

thE mOSquITOs...

tHE cOld roOMs wE foUNd...

aND thE scAry uNIfORm...

iN thE eND wE ENjOYEd oURselVEs...

:)

aND i wAs JUz a bIT sAd to LEavE...

bUt i wAs uPSet thAt i MAde MY BAby sO anGRy...

sORRY dEar...

nOw iTS fOTo tiME...

tHIS wAs sO toTAlLY cANdiD... bLAme thE idiOTs wHO toOK thIS pIc...

aFTEr a NICe BAth... LAzin ON tHE BEd...

THE POSer.... HAiyO

wE USed a tiMEr fOr thIS pIC...


tHanKS fOR thE pIC MIChElLE... BUt i lOOk sO sCREWEd...


ME aND MR. MOOdsWiNGs... HEhehE

a PIc fOR thE rOSe amOn thE thORns....


mY MOSt FAv pIc...


aND a rOMAntiC cOUPle IS foUND...


Oh MY gOD... I JUz LOVe thIS goDDaMn thINg... IT wAs sUcH a BAby...

ONce aGAin... wElcoME tO OCh...

tHE sEcuRity GUArd's UNifORm... cREEpy...

Oh mY gOD... thE tHIngs u fiNd thEre...

oCh... i LOVed yOu aND UR coLD rOOms...

aNothEr OCh eXit wAs foUnd... HEHEHE

sOrrY!!!

mY dEArESt...
mY pREciOUs...
i aM so sOrRY...
nEgLEctEd yOu tOO mUCh...
cAuSed yOu sO mUCh TEars...
And WorST ofF TeNSe...
You DidNT Know WaD I WaS DOiN OR anYThiNg...
yOu HAte sORRys...
bUt nO mAtTEr hOW MAny sORRYs i sAy...
iT wONt tAke thE pAin aWAy...
i aM sO sORRY mY bAby...
tHE tImeS thAt wE sPEnt...
tHE mEmORIEs...
iTs sTaRTing tO gO mISSin...
i fEar i wilL lOSe yoU...

yOU HAVe bEEn sTAndiNg BY ME thRoughoUt wAdEva i dO...
nO GAl wILL BE abLE tO dO thAt foR mE...
tHANks mY dEAr...
i lOVe yOU a lOt...
i fEEl tErrIblE...
i REaLly dO...

sOMEtiMEs i wISh i wAsnt iN thIS wORLd...
oR i woULdnt hAVe beEn thE cAuse fOR suCh pReciOUs tEArs pOUrinG dOWn yOUr eYEs...
rEAdin yOUr bLOg JUZ mAde mE fEEl hORRibLE...
mY sWEEtHEart...
mY pREciOUs GEmstoNE...
i hOPE i woNt HAve tO gIVe mY BAby anY TEars...
bUT kNOWinG ME...
mIGht BE imPOSSiblE...

bUt thEre's nOthing wRong IN tRyiNG anD thAts wAd i aM gonNA dO...
tRy mY BEst...
aND i wILL pROve hOW mUCh yOU MEan tO mE...
cAUse yOU MEan mORe thAn anYthinG...
i loVE yOu hONeypIE...
mUAcKS....

lOst iN a bIg wORld...

i dUNNo whY i aM GEtTIn sUCh a sTUpId fEElin...
bUT tHats hOW i fEEl...
i aM NEVer aBLe tO ORganISe aND pRioRiTISe thINgs...
iT JUz GEts tO MY HEad...
aND BEcAuse OF thIs i End uP pISsin evEry siNglE pErsOn oN eArth...

sHOUld dO soMEthINg abOut thIS...
hAiz...
tHAni iS oNCe aGAin vEry uPSet...
aiYO...
aND nOW i aM goIng tO a cHAlet...
sHE iS goNNA BE sO dISapPOinTEd...
sO sOrRy dEar...

aM GETTing sO iRRitAted wIth mY HOUSe...
EveryoNE IS jUZ sCreAmIn aT eAch oTHer...
i aM goIn mAd...
mISS mY fAmilY...
thOSe tiMEs...
wE wEre sO UNItEd...
hOPefuLLy a mIRaclE tAkEs pLAce...

hApPY dAys aRe HEre...

hApPY dAys aRe HEre...
HAhA...
sAw jOLene...
YAy!!!
wE wEnt OUt aND HAd lOTs of fUn...
hEr bF iS aLSo VEry nICe...
HAd fUN...

sMAlL tIFF wiTH vIcky....
HEhehe...

bUT i aM JUZ HAving sO mUch fUn...
aND i tHAnk gOd foR eVErythINg sO MUCh...
:)
aM sO HApPy...

tIred tIRed tIReD!!!

sO suPEr tiRed...
hAvenT gOTTen mY sLEEP...
sNEakEd oUt OF mY hOUSe YEstERDAy...
aND wAs sIttIn wiTh jIVi tIlL fiVE IN thE mORn

tHE rEsulT...
i wAs lAte tO MEEt vICky...
bUT wE stILl eNDed uP goIng sWimmINg...
wAs lOAdsa fUn...
aM sO tiRed nOW...
aND i EmBArAsSed mYSeLF IN fROnt OF jIVi'S mUm...
aRRRggHH...

sMILes oNCe aGAin!!!

i aM aLL smILEs....
mY bEstIE iS bAck wIth ME....
bUT whEn i wAs goIn thRu thIs sMAll pEriOD i rEaLLy sAw a LOt oF pPl whO cAred eVEn thOUgh i wAs BEin sTUpID lAme aND cHILdiSh...
thAnks sO mUCh...
aND i HAve aLSo goT tO mAkE a lOT of nEw fREnZZ...
nOt tO fORget...
aM chTTin wiTH jOLEne'S bF....
HEHEhe

cAught a cRAzy ghOst mOvIE toDay...
cAlLEd cOMin sOOn...
wAs oKAy...
bUT tHEre wEre a fEw chEap sCarEs hEre anD thErE...

aND i cAnt wAit tO plUNge iNto tHE poOl toMORrow...
jUz wAitINg....
aM sO eXcITEd...
hoPEfuLLy viCky wAkeS uP...

nOthiNg mUch tO sAy...
bUt i aM rEALLy HApPY....
:)

fInalLy a smIle oN mY FAcE:)

tHE cAusE oF thE sMILe iS mY DEar FRiend jOLenE...
i aM JUz sO suPEr toUched...
i dIDnt eXpeCt HEr tO blOg abOut ME...
bUt sHE dID...
iT rEalLY diD tOUch ME...
i sO lOVe yOu jOLenE...

i HAve LEt u dOWn sO mUch...
bUT u hAve sTAyED oN...
tHAnks jOLene...
:) wiTh a snIFf...

i gUEsS i wiLL jUZ wAit...

aND BAby i lOVe yoU toO...
tHAnKS fOR bEin THEre fOR ME...

aRRRGGHHHH!!!!

i aM sO blOODy pISSed wITh HEr...
whO dOEs sHE thINk sHE iS...
fIrSt shE maKEs mE mISS HEr...
nOW shE pISSes mE oFF...
YA riGht...
mY cLEMentI fRenz aRE mORe IMPOrtAnt...

lIKE wAdevEr...
i thInk thEre aRe rOcks iN HEr HEadS...
sHE wILl NEver uNDersTAnd....
iF shE dOEsnt wAnNA bOther
tHEn gOOd
duN boTher....
:(

stILL HAvin THat EmpTy FEELin...

i cAnt BELiEve i aM stILL HAviN tHAt eMPty fEElIn...

cUrsES tO jIvI...

wHY wHY whY???

whY mUst i MISS HEr sO MUch...

i cAnt bElIEve iT...

wAd iS iT IN THIs fAce ( lOOk aT tHE pICtURE)

tHat i Am mIssIn sO mUch...

aNSwer cAnnOt BE fOUnd...

bUt i aM jUz sO hUrt...

tHAt sHE MEt evERyONe eLSe eXcEpt ME...

anD thE beSt PArt wAs tHAt vICky lIEd to mE...

rEalLy hUrt...

aNYWayS...

tODay i wEnt tO sEE mY fuTUre sKOOl...

sAw sAshIR...

eNroLLEd...

and i wAnT tO OwN tHIS suPEr cOOl LAptOP...

aRRgGhh...

i lIke rePUblIC pOly...

aND i wEnt tO cG...

aND eNOch pRAyEd fOR me...

aND hE sEnsed tHAt i wAs hAviN sOME pRoblEms iN fRiendshIp...

i cAnt BElIEve hE gUEssEd iT riGHt...

aRRgh...

i wAs tEllIn MYSelf fOcus iN gOD...

bUT i eNDed uP cRYin...

sHIT....

i duNNo hOw lOng am i goNNa gO oN lIke tHis...

lIfeLEsS...

tHat iS hOW i aM reAlly fEEliNg... eVEn thOugh i Am aWare OF MY sURROundiNGs, iT IS jUZ lIKE i dUN wAnNA bOtHEr aBOut iT... & thE tRuth iS....

JIVI, I REALLY MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!!!:(

i dUnnO whY... i aM USeD tO HEr BEing aLL aROund ME aLL thE tiME thAt iT fEEls wEird wIThout HEr... i dUN fEEl whOLe... kNowiNG shE is THEr iS oNE thING... BUt KNOwINg tHAt sHEs nOt IS JUZ aNOthEr fEEling... i wEnt tO cLEmEnti YEstERdAy... BUt i JUz cOUldNt GEt MYSelF tO tAlk anYThiNG... i dUNNo wHY... i rEalLy nEEd jIVi mORe thAn sHE NEEds ME...

& i aM mISsin mY baBYgal sO sO MUch... HAvent sEEn HEr fOR LIKE sO sUPEr lOng... aIYo... tHE ONly PErsOn i rEalLy wAnnA sEE nOW iS thAni... BUt anOther rEasON whY i duN wAnNA sEE HEr IS thAt sHE TAkes MY PRobLEmS aS HEr oWn aND sHE GEts VEry tEnsE... i dUN wAnNA tROubLE hEr. tHAni BAby i LOve yoU lOTs tOO....

aND tO aDd oN tO thIs sTRESS... mY fEver anD sORe thRoat IS KILLIng ME... nOt fORgEttIng my flU... i JUz HAte tHIs fEEliNg...:(:(:(

sTucK aND sUnKEn...

tHe titLE sHOwS wAd i wAnNA tAlk abOut... tHis hApPEns wIth dIfFErent gRouPs oF FREnZz...
i Am sTucK bEtWEEn tWo dIFFerEnt gRouPS... whICh hAs cAusEd mE tO sTArt tO lIE...

mY tIMe mAnAGemEnt anD alL thOSe cRAp HAs goNE sO wROng... aNd i HAve BEEN rEallY UNFair tO JIvi... i FEEl rEallY BAd AboUt iT.... aFTEr aLL wHEn i HAd NO ONE shE WAs thE ONE whO BRighTEnEd uP MY whOle lIFe...

HAiz... i ReAlly duNNo wAd i aM gONNa dO... :(

THAni HAs BEEn REAlLY NICe tO ME anD sHE rEMovEd HEr 5 dAys tHINGAmY... LOVe yOU bITch... mUAckS

zOO!!!

fINAlLy...
(tAkIN a dEEp BREath iN)

YAy!!!
i WenT tO tHE zOO...
OMg i wAs sO suPEr HApPY...
i JUz coULdnt GEt tO sLEEP anD i wOKe uP aT 6...
tHEn tHAni wEnt tO bAtHE anD tHEn wE MEt aT sEven pLUS...
bY eiGht tHIrtY wE weRE at tHE zOO...

wE gOt OUR tIcKEtS anD pRoCEEdEd INsiDe...
We wEnt LOOKin aROUnd aT alL thE anIMAls...
tHe fiRSt oNE tO cAtch OUr eYEs wAs tHE sIAmang...
IT wAs sO suPEr cuTE lEapin fRom tREe tO tRee...
tHEn wE wEnt ON LOOkin aND lOOkin...
tHE whIte tiGErs wEre anOTher aTTractIOn...
wE tHEn coNtiNUEd lOOKin at aLL THE anIMAls...

fINAlLY wE cAught THE shOW "sAve thE rAinfORest"...
wAs kINDa coOl...
aFTEr THAt wE sAw tHE eLEphAnts...
thEy arE sO suPEr coOL...
THEy eVen KNOW hOW tO PAint...
wEll soRt OF...
HAhA...
THEn wE vISiTEd thAni's FAmily THE ORang UTAns...
HAhA...
afTEr tHat wE wEnt foR a suPErb lUNch anD coNtinUEd oUr jOUrnEy...

afTEr lOOKin aT alMOSt aLL tHE anIMAls tHAni cAMe oUt wiTH a THEoRy
GUYs aRE aLL hOrny BAstaRDS (aNIMals anD MEn)
cAuse tHEre wAs oNLY ONE lIOn bUT THEre wEre tHRee lIOnEssEs
iT waS tHE sAme fOr thE whIte tiGErs tOO...
HAha...

hAlfwAy We cAme aCroSS mY FREn YNAes aKKA...
sO lONg siNCe i sAw HEr...
wAs sO HAppY...
iN thE eND bEfoRE we lEft i Got mYsElf a oRang UTan sOFt tOy...
IT wAs sUPer cUTe...

tHE BAd thINg wAs tHat iT stArTED rAiNINg aT foUr so we HAd tO LEave thE zOO eArly...
tHINgs wERE goIn so goOD...
tIll wE toOK the cAb...

tHAt wAs wHEn THAni toLD ME tHat sHE wANted HEr fiVE dAys fRom toDay...
wAs sO uPSet...
wHEn shE got OFf tHE cAb...
THE lOOk sHE GAve ME...
i wiLL NEVer eVEr foRGEt iN MY lIFe...
tHE sMAll TEArs...
tHAni dEar i lOVE yOU lOTS....
HApPY fiFth mOnth...

a tIriNG dAy...

wE aCtUAlLY fInaLLy dEciDed tO gO tO LOrong tO sEE sURen... hAiz... eNdEd uP aT LOroNg...
jUSt tO sEE sUCh diSgUStiN sIGhts In fRoNt oF mY eYEs...
sO mAny PRostITuTEs wEre wAlkIn aRound anD sTalkin MEn...
iN thEiR miNi skIRts oR oTher PRomiscuOUs oUtfiTS...
iT wAs toTalLy diSgUStiN...
i jUZ cAnt gEt mYselF to thInk tHAt wOMen nOWadAys aRE nOt reSpectiNg soMEthiNG sO vITal...
iT IS thEir VIrgiNIty...
rEcEntlY i hAVe BEEn HEarin sOO mAny stORies...
anD i JUz duNNo wAd tO saY...
vIRgiNity wAs sUPPOsed to bE giVEn tO oNly oNE pErsoN...
thE oNE yOU MARRy...
bUT iT hAs BEcoME sO coMMOn tO gET fuCkEd...
i dUNNO wAd to sAy...

aND tO AdD tO MY fRustRAtiOn sURen coULd NOt BE foUNd...
hOWevEr, mY MOOd cHEErEd uP wHEn i Went shoPPIn aT BUGis...
bOUght lOAdsa stUFf...
aNywAy i JUZ KEEp GEttIn a FEElin thAt tHIngS aRE goNNa gO sO wRong

cAnt wAiT tO gO tO thE zOO:)

sLAckEr'S pArAdiSe

tHat wAs wHEre i wAs bORn fRom...
SlaCkEr's pARAdISe...
fOR thE pAst FEw MONthS i aM JUz sLAckIn aWay...
mY lIFe iS JUZ flYiNG lIKE thAt

i WaS sUpPOSed tO BE iN thAnISha'S hoUSe tODay...
bUT i oVErsLEpt...
i BEt shE iS diSappOIntEd...
sORRy mY dEar...

YEstERDaY i JUZ aTE aND atE anD atE...
i aM BEcoMIng wORst tHaN a pIg...
YEstERDaY i aTE fRied bRownIEs wiTH ICe cREAm
sUbwAy cOOKiEs
NAchOS
sUShi
MCcHICkEn
anD fRIEs
nOt fORgEttIN diNNEr
i Was JUZ pIGgIn oUt...
hAhaHA...
sO NONsENsICal...

anYWaYS i hOPE thAni wiLL bE oKAy...
aND i cAnt wAit tO gO tO thE zOO toMOrRow...
YEah!!!

bAck oNce aGAin...

aM BAck ONce aGAin... wIth a NEw lOOk... HAhA... mISSiN mY OLD bLOg... bUT thIS wiLL hAve tO dO foR nOW...
nOthiNG MUch HAs bEEn HAPPEnIN iN mY lIFe...
i HAve GOtTEn BAck tHOse THat i hAve REalLy wAnTEd tO...
aND i Am aLL smILEs fOr thAt
;)
hOWevEr, nOWadAys i JUZ FEEl tHat mY HEad IS gONNA eXpLODe...
i Am sTArtIng tO thINk tOO mUCh abOut thINGs...
i JUZ cAnNOt stOP mYsElf...
aND thE sTUFf i thInk iS nEgAtIVE...
wHIch mAkeS iT BAd...
i REaLLy dUNNo wAd aM i goNNA dO...

aM mIssIn mY skOOl LIFe...
sO suPEr MUch...
lOts OF mEmORIEs
mOSt oF iT aLL
i MISS jOLEnE!!!
thE oNE whO HAd BEEn tHEre fOR ME thRu iT alL...
i stILL hUG thAt TAsmAnIAn bOLsTEr shE bOUght ME...
:(

aND i CAnt wAit fOr pOLy tO sTArt
:)
tHAt wiLL BE aLL fOR NOW...