All he yearns for is HER...

We have been labelled for fighting half our lives away...

We scream at each other...

We end up in tears...

We get jealous and the list may go on...

But i just want to let my Babygirl know that she's the one for me...

& i would want no one else...

ONLY HER!...

My cardiac has captured her and positioned her form in place...

The precious gem which would only be able to brighten my life...

I so miss having fun times with you...

I miss telling you how much i love you...

I miss irritating you...

I miss spending so much of secretive time in your house...

I miss that crazy lil innocence of yours...

Thinking back, i really missed how we used to be...

I really really wish we could be back to how we were...

& i know that we will....

I just want to let you know that you have taken a position in my life that no one can ever replace...

And therefore, i love you my precious lil banana fritters:D

Someone get me a book!...

I need help...
I want to own a book...
A really special one...
One that teaches me how to understand a girl...
Or to at least read her...

You have said your part on how irritated you were and stuff...
You even listed your hurts...
Think back and you will realise how you spoke to me...
It was like i was forcing something on you...
You were talking like you were not bothered...
& lastly, you brought a group of people to CWP for nothing...

Yet, you can be pissed at me...
& vent your irritation on others...
In what way would that be fair?...
Yet, you have every right to be pissed and hurt?...

Yesterday night was my fault...
I purposely picked the fight cause of my anger...
I've apologised and i think i dont have to say anything more...
Cause i know that i did no wrong except for the conversation at night...
Nothing more to add...

When mom's outta town!...

It's time to partaye!...
And that's what i'm gonna be doing...
Went out and got two books from e library yesterday...
Gotta settle down to some quality reading time...

& i'm like going out later...
Meeting mummy and following her for a lil shop shop...
& maybe lunch out!...
Vicky, Sashi, Didi and Sangee will be coming too...
Cant wait, MEETUP SESSION:)

Another thing that i'm looking forward to would be...
SATURDAY!...
Everyone's coming over...
Jivi, Thani, Tash, Ivy, Vicky, Michal, Rueben(Sangee's to be BF) and his friend...
Gonna be like so so much of fun...
& Jim Beam, Dewar's and Bombay Sapphire would be joining us too...
:)

*Fun times are here*

January's closing!

& it's like super fast that a month has flew off...
I have not achieved anything for this month...

In actual fact,
I got myself into a temporary suspension in my workplace...
Slacked e month away...
Skipped school like about ten times...
Pay was like super pathetic...
Lost the trust of a particular person...

In conclusion, January was totally wasted...
February's starting and exams are coming with it...
For the month of February,
1) I want to complete my exams with proper studying...
2) Get a book from the library for reading...
3) Get my job at NUH and go to work properly...
4) Start checking out more about my course and where it would lead me to
5) Plan out February 14(Perfect Date)
6) Equal out my time for all my loved ones!:)

There!...
I feel better now that i have planned all these out...
So much for January...
:(

Nostalgia...

Was missing the lil crazy moron for like so so long...
A small meet- up and headed to town...
And we talked and talked and talked...
Time just flew too fast...

Went to catch It's Complicated...
It's e kind of movie that follows the storyline of 'The proposal' and 'The Ugly Truth'...
Overall, a really beautiful movie...
Ten stars and i've never rated a movie so high!
So it should be really good right?...

Had lunch at Pastamania and we were lazing around...
Got a lil present for Jolene's brother...
And i had to rush off to Paya Lebar...
Met up with Vicky, Sashi, Didi and Thani...
Ended up late for e prayers...
:(

& things are alright...

She couldnt stop taking photos of me smoking...

I like the shot!

You will never understand...

I seriously didnt understand what was happening yesterday...
I felt that my whole world was spinning on all ends...
All i can tell you is that i am super disappointed in you...
:(

I seriously dont understand what it is that we have to fight every single day!
I'm tired, really tired of fighting...
I feel so weak and so lost...
The way you spoke to me...
Hung up on me continuously...
I just cant bring myself to think that it was you who was speaking...

Or let me think, was someone else instigating you?...
I really have no clue of whatsoever...
I just dont understand...
After scolding me so much and making me call you continuously...
& when finally i give up...
You start messaging me to call you...

I mean i am not trying to justify myself...
The only thing i am trying to tell you is that stopping you from doing something negative= ruining your life?...
I dont seem to understand how that works...
I can never be your Mr.Right Guy...

Hearing to Jivi's voice yesterday just made me break down...
After so long, i cried...
I couldnt force back my tears...
Disappointing, every one of them disappointed me...

Thanks so much for Yesterday night Jiv...
Without you i would not have been able to pull through...
Was really cheered up after our little sneak meetup:)

TOMORROW= DAYOUTWITHJOLENE:)

& what you hear can SHOCK you!

It's so true when people say that 'Life is unpredictable'~!
Cheers to that...
Cause that is what my life is changing into...
You can never know what happens the next day....
So drama-mama....
:(

Hmmm....
Let's see....
I am such a klutz....
Friday, during cocktail knocked a glass of beer and three glasses of soft drinks on myself...
Got myself a lil tipsy at work thanks to Martel and e bartender!
Slept over at Jivi's...

Saturday, help out with the poster...
Had a super fun lunch with Jivi's mom feeding us (It was like super cutee... We were crowding around her and she was making rice balls and feeding us, Old times:()
Get ready and head to Ceylon Sports club...
Scream my lungs out...
A small get-to-know-Jivi's-family session over there...

Sunday, miss Church...
End up at Escape with Vicky, Ganeson annae, Lavan akka, Sangee, Michal and Thani...
A time of my life...
Disaster scene at Pirate ship went dizzy child decides to puke just so close to me...
Fun with e Go-Karts...
Get wet at Wet & Wild and decide to get wet again!
Act like a crazy dumbass child who's paranoid by running in a ball and falling all over the place...
& best of all, 2 new friends!
What else could be better?...

Monday, wake up and realise i missed class...
Hear the most SHOCKING news i have not heard in 17 years of my life...
Go paranoid!
Oh god!
Show me the way...
:(


& right now... MODULE SELECTION IS A MAJOR PROBLEM!

Pushing myself into a MESS!

I dont know if i am doing the right thing here...
Should i be telling her everything...
After all she's my Best Friend!
However, she has a special someone and information might move....
I just dont want my didi getting into trouble for anything...

Feeling so horrible...
And i just cant take it when i keep secrets from her...
Its like as if im behaving like some traitor...
Argghhh....
How i wish i could not hear anything?...
It would be much better...

Anyways, Old Dogs turned out to be good...
It was better than the trailer which was posted...
Wouldnt mind watching it again...
*hints at someone*
Ahahahaha....

I really want to achieve something this year...
I want it to be a remarkable one!...
Hmmm...

Never Say Goodbye!

I know i am like super super slow to be blogging about this movie now...

I should have watched it like three years back...

But since i decided to 'procrastinate'...

Ahahaha...

At least i managed to watch it, like Finally!...

Was not even a teeny weeny bit sleepy and so i decided to watch this movie...

& i did not regret the three and a half hours of sleep i wasted...

A wonderful and enlightening movie...

Full of sentiments and love...

A really unique story which really touched me...

Movies do not affect me easily...

But Sharukh Khan, Rani Mukherjee, Preity Zinta and Abhishek did a wonderful job...

The characters' emotions were portrayed beautifully...

Ten over ten for this flick:)

A must watch to those 'procrastinators' like me...

Updates

& so the second week of school has started...
Time is like flying super fast...
Before i know it i'm in school...
Suddenly lessons are over and i'm out with my buddies...
Next i know i'm sleeping at home...
Same thing over and over again...

Cant wait for holidays to start once again...
Just four more weeks...
Must survive!...
Let me leave some updates on what happened during my first week since the start of a New Year...

Skipped school once...
Didnt go to work properly(peer pressure)...
Stay-over at Jivi's place...
Cant remember anything else...
Finished my second set of UTs...
Left with another set and i will be PROMOTED to Year 2!:)

New Year Resolutions and others:)

Well...

I havent exactly posted my resolutions and how my new year went about...

So i went to Didi's place to help mummy out with cleaning up...

& as usual, food was stuffed into my mouth one after the other...

Haiz...

There was quite a bit of entertainment proudly done by me...

And mummy was laughing her head off...

Following that, got ready and Didi, Thani and myself left for Church...

Somehow everyone ended up there with lots of hustle and bustle...

Church was great with praise and worship...

We left during sermon and came back again...

Once the clock struck 12, Deevya pounced on me and started squeaking away...

hahaha...

Following that wishes started flying...

& the rest of the night was dedicated to smoking and drinking...

Had so much of fun and i really think that New Year was a blast...

Well, after thinking, i have three resolutions:

1) Cut down on smoking and drinking (as in seriously cut down)

2) Go to school almost everyday (You can never expect perfection)

3) Learn to prioritise everything i do

Today had a day out with Jivi like after so long...

It was good to be back like normal times...

I was laughing my head off with her...

We were just behaving like some 3- year old children...

Caught Avatar in 3D...

Was a last minute thing...

But the movie was worth watching...

Peeps,go and catch it!...