stILL HAvin THat EmpTy FEELin...

i cAnt BELiEve i aM stILL HAviN tHAt eMPty fEElIn...

cUrsES tO jIvI...

wHY wHY whY???

whY mUst i MISS HEr sO MUch...

i cAnt bElIEve iT...

wAd iS iT IN THIs fAce ( lOOk aT tHE pICtURE)

tHat i Am mIssIn sO mUch...

aNSwer cAnnOt BE fOUnd...

bUt i aM jUz sO hUrt...

tHAt sHE MEt evERyONe eLSe eXcEpt ME...

anD thE beSt PArt wAs tHAt vICky lIEd to mE...

rEalLy hUrt...

aNYWayS...

tODay i wEnt tO sEE mY fuTUre sKOOl...

sAw sAshIR...

eNroLLEd...

and i wAnT tO OwN tHIS suPEr cOOl LAptOP...

aRRgGhh...

i lIke rePUblIC pOly...

aND i wEnt tO cG...

aND eNOch pRAyEd fOR me...

aND hE sEnsed tHAt i wAs hAviN sOME pRoblEms iN fRiendshIp...

i cAnt BElIEve hE gUEssEd iT riGHt...

aRRgh...

i wAs tEllIn MYSelf fOcus iN gOD...

bUT i eNDed uP cRYin...

sHIT....

i duNNo hOw lOng am i goNNa gO oN lIke tHis...