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tHat iS hOW i aM reAlly fEEliNg... eVEn thOugh i Am aWare OF MY sURROundiNGs, iT IS jUZ lIKE i dUN wAnNA bOtHEr aBOut iT... & thE tRuth iS....

JIVI, I REALLY MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!!!:(

i dUnnO whY... i aM USeD tO HEr BEing aLL aROund ME aLL thE tiME thAt iT fEEls wEird wIThout HEr... i dUN fEEl whOLe... kNowiNG shE is THEr iS oNE thING... BUt KNOwINg tHAt sHEs nOt IS JUZ aNOthEr fEEling... i wEnt tO cLEmEnti YEstERdAy... BUt i JUz cOUldNt GEt MYSelF tO tAlk anYThiNG... i dUNNo wHY... i rEalLy nEEd jIVi mORe thAn sHE NEEds ME...

& i aM mISsin mY baBYgal sO sO MUch... HAvent sEEn HEr fOR LIKE sO sUPEr lOng... aIYo... tHE ONly PErsOn i rEalLy wAnnA sEE nOW iS thAni... BUt anOther rEasON whY i duN wAnNA sEE HEr IS thAt sHE TAkes MY PRobLEmS aS HEr oWn aND sHE GEts VEry tEnsE... i dUN wAnNA tROubLE hEr. tHAni BAby i LOve yoU lOTs tOO....

aND tO aDd oN tO thIs sTRESS... mY fEver anD sORe thRoat IS KILLIng ME... nOt fORgEttIng my flU... i JUz HAte tHIs fEEliNg...:(:(:(