hAts oFF tO thE lAdiEs...

tOday's pOSt wAs bRought tO mY inTErest bY mY clOSe fRen aND coUSin...

i dUn wAnnA sAy oUT NAmes...

bUt i FeEl thAt thIs pOSt iS reAllY iMPortAnt...

wOmen...

fLowers oF thE wORld...

tHe oNEs whO pLay a bIg pArt IN MEn's lIFe...

i JUsT woNDer....

How sOme cRuel HEarTs tRy tO dEstRoy thIs bEautiNEss oF womEn...

I hAve nOt BEEn fEElin cOmfoRtAble evEr sINce i hEard tHE stOry thAt mY fRiend tOld mE toDay...

mINd yOU iTS a tRUe sTOry...

iTs abOut thIs GAl whO wAs CRAzilY in Love wITh tHIs gUY...

sHE gavE hIM HEr alL...

hOWever, HE pLAyed hEr oUt...

hE abUSed HEr...

aND MAde USe OF hEr tErrIBly...

i Dun WaNNA gO iNto dEtAils...

THe aMOunt oF tORture thE gAl wOUld hAve wEnt tHRu...

aM JUZ HApPY THAt sHE HAs foUND thE riGht oNe nOW...

hOwever, BAck tO thE pOInt...

tHEre arE wOMen whO aRe tErrIBle...

bUt tO thE goOD ONEs...

tHey giVe uS thEir aLL...

aND gUYs nOWadAys jUSt MAke uSe oF thEm fOR tWo tHINgs...

mONey anD sEx...

i Am NOt rEfErrINg tO eVEry siNgle guY...

tHere aRE tHE goOD ONEs toO...

bUt thE yoUths nOWadAyS aRe GEttiNG BAd tO wORse...

lAdieS gO thRu sO MUCh oF PAin aND toRtuRe whEn thEy aRE bOrn tiLL tHEir dEatH...

THe BAsic thINg tHAt gUYs shOUld dO iS tO AT lEast rEspect tHEm...

sO tO aLL thE goOD fEmalEs whO HAve BEEn HuRt, dUn wORRy...

aND HAts OFF tO yoU LAdiEs...

CAuse yOU aRe rEal wiNNErs IN lIFe...

jUZ wAnNA aDd a fEw thAnkS tO a FEw wOMen wHO HAve PLAyed a bIg pArt iN mY lIFe:

fIrstly.....

mY mOm...

wIthOut HEr i wONt BE HEre...
tHanks sO MUch fOR uR cAre MOM...
aLWays lOVe yOu...

fOLLOwed by....

THani sAyAng...

tHE GAl wHO sHOwerEd ME wIth uNcoNDitiONAl LOVe, CArE anD coNcErn...

LOve YOu BAby...

mUAcks...

nExt....

JOLENE!!!

tHE gAl wHO sHOwed mE thE tRue MEaniNg oF fRieNDshIP...

aND thE oNE whO sToOD bY mE thRuoUt tRoublEs...

tIme woNt sEpaRAte thE clOSenEss OF OUr fRiendShip

:)

aNd nOw iTS....

jIvi...

tHE GAl wHO iS anOTher BEsTIE tO ME...

a FRiendShip That wiLL NEver End...

NExt uP....

dIDi sAyAng...

a GAl whO HAs TREasuRed ME sO MUch...

aND sHe reALlY MEans lOTs

:)

tWo mORe tO gO...

bUnny...

a sISta wHo HAs aLSo shOwered mE wiTh afFEctIOn...

wILL NEver foRget HEr...

:):)

lAstly,

NAzi BAby...

tHe oNe wHo tElLs mE jOKes...

mAkes ME LAugh...

a nEver enDing smILiE FAce...

mOstly tREasuRed bY ME...

THEre aRE mORe...

bUt am TIred...

THe pOInt i am tRying tO BRing aCRoSS tO cErtAin MEn iS tHat...

pLEase gIve wOMen thE rEspeCt thEy dEseRve...

aND NEver MAke USe oF thEm...

yOu aRE nEver fORgoTTen deariE....

My fiRst lOVe...
tHe oNe wHO i fIRst nOticEd aND chOSe...
iTs BEEn oVeR a YEar...
bUt i HAve nOt foRgoTTen...

hOw yOu bIt mY eYE...
hOw yOu KNew wHen i wAs sAd...
hOw YOur smOOth fUr GAve mE sO MUch coMfoRt...
HOw i USed tO cRY mYself tO slEEp oN yoU...
yEt YOu wEre sO PAtIEnt aNd uNDersTandiNg...
tHe tiMes yOu USed tO BIte oUr mOm wHen shE chAsed after mE wiTh a bRooM...

THe tiMes wHEre i mISSed YOu fOr thRee dAys...
tHe 3 dAys YOu LEft mE aLOne IN thIs cRUel woRld...
aND yOu Came BAck lImPIng towArds ME...
i wEnt cRazy wiTh HApPINeSs...
mY DEareSt oNE...
THe oNE whO chAsed aFter a bAll aNd bRoughT iT BAck wHenEver i thRew iT...

hOw bOut tHe tIMe yOu aLMost foUght wIth a CAt...
aND im sORry i dRoPPEd YOu ONce aCCidenTalLY aND yOU vOMittEd baDly...
i cAnt fOrgiVe MYself fOr thAt...
but yOu foRgIVed mE...
i'M soRRy MY dEar ONe...
wOnt fORget YOur BIrthdAy tOo...
OctoBer fOUr...
oR yOUr FAvoUritE gLOw BONe...

hOw YOu lOVe tO PLAy wiTh MY FAther...
HOw yOu wAit BY tHE GAte anD lOOk Out fOR mE...
aND THe BAths YOU USed TO HaTE...
tHE CAke thAt yOu shAred wIth mY nEphEw...
The shIrt tHat i TRied pUttIng oN yoU...
aNd yOu KEpt ruNNing aWay...
i alSo wONt foRget thE tiMe yOU aCtuAlLy dAnced...

You kNEw That yOu wEre mY coMfoRt zONe...
aND yOU HAd AlL mY sEcrETs...
YOu PamPEred mE...
yOu BRoughT mE haPPiNEsS...
yOu wEre a lUcky ONe tOO...
yEt HOw cOUld YOu JUz sTEal IT aLL wHEn yOU lEft...
ISnt thAt uNFair tO ME...

i wiLL NEver fORget the LOOk YOu GAve ME...
YOu GAve mE thE LOOk THat tOLd mE yOu aRE goIng tO hOld ON...
yOu Gave ME hOPe...
anD TRUst...
i JUz coULdnt BEar lOOkking aT tHe lIMp bOdy....
dAncing alL oVer thE pLAce...
i cAnt accEpt tHE FAct tHat yOu aRe goNe...
iTs BEEn a YEar...
bUt stILL...
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I MISS YOU!!!
:(


MY TRIBUTE TO MY DEAREST.....
YOU ARE NEVER FORGOTTEN....
I LOVE YOU...

wIsheS.... coMing tRue???

lAtely wHatevEr i wAnt...
Have BEEn gEttIn eVEry oNe oF thEm...
sHOckin eH...

jUz lAst weEk i wAs tEllIn MYself That THerE aRE sO maNY tHInGs tHat i wAnt....
fIRstly i wAnted a HAversAck...
anD THe NExt dAy MY MOM goT Me ONe...
THat i waNtEd New coNtactS anD a haIr cuT...
goT eM tOO...
aNd i hAve nOt BEEn rEallY goIn BROkE...
AnD I Am GEttING A BiBLE Too...
Hmm...
rEAllY WeIRD....

i GueESs ThAT I hAVE To tHank god fOr thIs...
sO MUch HAs HApPEned thRu hIm...
:)

rEgREt aFter iTs doNe...

tHats mY prOBlem...
i dO soMethiNg wiThout tHInkINg aNd rEgREt iT laTEr...
iN a mOment oRF HAste...
Next...
yOu sEe mE cRAckin mY HEAd anD tHiNKin...
wHY???whY???wHY???

gOd pLEase fOrgiVe mE oF alL my sINs...
i Am FEEliN sO TERRibLY gUiLTy...
sO soRRy...

i gOt nEW coNTActs tODay...
GREEn...
lOOKs kINNa cOOl...
i KINNa lIKe iT...
aND alSo gOT a HAir cuT...
mY blONde anD bRown's goNe....
LEft wiTh blAck HAir....
fUck....
aM dOin MY haIr aSap...

tOday chUrch wAs gREat...
wOrship MAde mE so HApPY...
i NEEd a bIBle...
reAlly reAlly nEEd oNe...
HAiz...

cAnt waIt tO gO tO sEntoSa tOmoRRow...
wAnnA sLeEp ON thE sAnd...
:)

fRIendshIP oR mONEy???

tHis iS jUZ sO iRRiTAtiNG...
i HAve goNe thRu thIs iSSue wITh vICky i duNNo LIKe ziLLion tiMEs...
aND iT sTIlL dOEsnt enTEr HIs HEad...
aLL HE cAres AbOuT iS enJOYment...
aND wiTHout mONey HE thINKs thAt NOthiNG cAn HAPPen....
tHIs jUZ iRRitAtES tHe fuCk oUt OF ME...

wHY tHE fuCk aRe eVEryONe sO mONey mINded aLL thE tiMe...
iT jUZ gEts tO mY HEad...
gRR...
mOney IS serIOUsly nOt eVErythinG iN thE woRld..
wHY dOEsnt aNYoNe GEt THt...

oNe MORe tiMe tHIs iS goNNa hApPEn...
i Am NEVEr goNNa eVEr tOk to hIm...

AnYWays, aShok wAs dAmn cOOl wiTh hIs bRos cAr...
cONgRats bRo...
And i goT aN A fOR eNTerpRise sKILLs...
:)

fEElin sIck, tIred aNd sO sLEEpy...

iN cLAss... bOrEd

iTS tRue...
i aM fEElin sO sICk...
hAvin a BAd flU coNTinuOUsly...
aND a biT OF hEadaChe...

i aM aLSo fEElIn sO tIred...
hOmewoRk eVErydAy...
sIGhs...

aNd i Havent goTTen PRoPEr sLEEp...
sO sLEEpy...
i cAnt waIT tO sLEEp...

:(
tOdays LEssOn wAs fUN...
aNd tHe fAci was qUIte oKAy...
wAd elSe...
HahA...
Raaga tOre hEr sLiPPEr oN tHE wAy tO tHE MRt...
i gOt a nEw hAversaCk...
i NEEd NEw coNTacts...
i wAnt MORe clOthes...
i wAnt a lAptop cAsing...
i wAnNA sKIn mY LaptoP...
aNd MOst oF alL...
i want a pSp...
Sigh...
i NEEd at LEast a tHOusAnD...
eVEn thAt wont BE eNUf...

i dUNNo whY...
JUZ fEElin sO tiRed anD rAndoM...
aNd i fInd lUcky sO cuTe...
lUcky iS rAaga's dOg...

THEre's tHIs guY in mY cLAss cAlLEd cLEment...
i find HIm tO BE VEry fuNNy...
aNd sUPer frEnly...

aNd i fEEl lIke eAting tOm Yam soUp...
wAds wRong wiTh ME...
i duNNo...

pRoGRaMMIn???

tODay i wOKe uP tO a BAd sTArt...
wAs sO tiRed aNd wAs nOt fEElin goOd at aLL...
aNd tO tOp iT oFf...
i dIn uNDersTAnD a fUck bOut tOdays LEssOn...
sO tiREd...
tHe oNi gOOd thIng wAs THat i gOT tO see sAshi...
aND i gOt a LOllIPop...
:)