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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

The Hate & Love Nature


Everything's in the way i think.
If i look at it from a negative perspective, then it goes bad.
Shall see through light even through hard times.
I really feel that the word 'Friendship' is being misused nowadays.

Why are there quarrels, misunderstandings and fights between everyone?
Why so much of dislike or hatred for one another?
Why can't we learn to Forgive, Forget and love each other?

Human nature is prone to Hate rather than to Love.
Can't everything revert back to how it was.
I am like stuck in the middle of everything.
& just cause of that, am really worried that people might think that i am supporting a certain side.
I just dont understand what wrong i did.
Why must people talk to me in a rude manner when i aint involved in any problems?

I have decided to just go my way & people who want me, i shall be with them.
I dont wish to feel uncomfortable or unwanted anywhere.
I really want to be happy with my loved ones.
Every single one means a lot to me, but in the end, FTW, cause people think that these are just words printed with no meaning behind them.

Gotta go to school tomorrow once again.
Am gonna look at waking up for school in a positive way too.
That would be of much help for me!
& I cant wait for Friday Night!
(Ganesh annae, Lavernia akka, Preeta, Ashok annae, John, Sangee, Jivi, Michal & more)
Counting down! (Yipppeeee!)

Monday, May 3, 2010

The Absolute Mess!

& that will be my life.
An absolute mess.
I dont know what to make out of life.
& what i'm supposed to do.
There are days that i feel that i want to let go of everything and walk away.
But i cant.
I gotta be strong and face every single thing.

1)I aint going school properly. Skipped countless days.
2)Wasting my life away, with no motive of whatsoever.
3)Not been able to sort things out.
4)Problems with clique and others.
My list could drag on further.

I really have to start sorting things out and working my way through.
Before i end up as a, DISASTER!

What i've been up to recently:
- Had a hell of a time at Club Maya with Vicky, Jivi and Sangee (Wild Night)
- Am dancing for a show on Mother's Day! (Fun, Fun, Fun!)
- Celebrated John's Birthday. Caught Sura & ended up looking for wrong people at wrong alleyways!
- Chicken Little's Birthday, seemed like a blast, but the ending was a real BLAST!

I MISS JOLENE!
I wish she was beside me 24/7.
I could talk to her till the end of time and i could go on and on after that too.
& I so miss Jiviya.
It is never the same anymore, sadly:(

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Sleepless Nights complimented with a Confused Mind

Haven't been able to sleep, the past few nights.
Every time i close my eyes, i can only see images.
Couldnt sleep well at all.
Have only had about 3 hours worth of sleep in like two days.
Result of my droopy eyes.
Feeling so tired.

Why am i not able to sleep?
A lot on my mind lately.
Or is it because of, YOU!
I really cant find the answer to anything.

Compromised.
Hmph.
Will never be able to forgive or forget that.
+ the add ons which followed.
My mind is just totalled.

The blame aint on Love.
Its on how we make it out to be.
Rather than condemning Love,
It would be better if people looked at how it went wrong.

AM JUST SO OVER DRAMA!=D

My Surprise- Day!:D

Life is always full of Drama.
Especially when it belongs to an Indian's.
That's the sad fact.
Something small is blown up to be like a Mega-serial.
Have never understood why is that so.
My realization is that: An Indian just loves to exaggerate everything!

Tuesday was like superrr Fun!
Woke up super late & poor Murali was waiting for me for like two hours.
Had a fast shower and rushed off to Westmall.
Met him there and headed off to CoffeeBean.
I had Chocolate Mudpie and he had some Chocolate Thousand.
The cakes were heavenly.
& it was his treat for my Birthday (which took place a month ago)

Then, came the present.
It was a really nice pair of Gold earrings.
Just the simple rings, which looked damn nice.
Was super super shocked.

Took a cab & headed to Suntec City.
It was fun walking around with him.
That poor boy didnt know how to go about in Cityhall
& i had to guide him around.
All the crap that he did.
Was so so crazy.
Ended up at Kenny Rogers.
My all time favourite restaurant.

Had Kenny's Quarters.
& Red Wine.
=)

Ended up at the Arcade and was fuzing about there.
Had so much fun.
Thanks crazy fella.
I enjoyed my time with you.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

School's on the roll!

Still not used to being back at school!...
Unable to wake up, used to the late late sleeping habit...
Sadly, this cant go on any longer...
Gotta change my sleeping habits, or i'm either going to absent for school or be late every single day...

Day One was quite okay...
Was good to be in school with the Group!...
Love being around them...
Classmates were quite friendly, though a few of em just gave me that bitch kin-na face...
Wahahah...

Skipped Day two of school due to waking up at 1p.m.
Am just wasting my life away...
Like seriously...
I gotta start charting down proper aims and goals...

Saturday was gone with youth and a movie...
Shutter island!...
The movie drove me insane...
I felt like i was the one who was going mad...
Really confusing storyline...
Got lost a little here and there...
But i kind of like the movie...
Heheheh...

Third day of school...
& here i am...
So bored and all alone...
But it's okay...
School's important!:D

SAVE SAVE SAVE! Save like your ass depended on it:)

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Reviews! Wahahaha:D

Have been missing out on the reviews...
Am just procrastinating on doing things...
Wahahah...
So here they are...
3 movie reviews!...

A real mind-boggling thriller with a sharp twist!
Was really lost and confused at a certain point of time...
The sound effects could have been made a little more scary...
There was quite a bit of Gory Scenes...
This movie plays with a flashback based on a man's perspective...
It goes to his memories of WW2 and back to Shutter Island...
Kinda exciting...
8/10:D


This is the my type of movie!...
Enjoyed myself quite a bit...
Have always been fascinated by Greek Mythology...
Therefore, this was my favourite...
Everything looked very realistic except for Medusa...
She looked more like a cartoon in this movie...
It was so nice looking at all those legendary creatures...
Heaps of enjoyment ISAY!
Movie rating: 10/10:D


Hmmm...
I would give this movie a 6, being Singapore's first tamil film to be out...
I didnt enjoy this movie so much...
The jokes were funny, but not really laughable...
Music was a bit off...
The actors did a good job though...
Especially Vishnu!...
Trying to portray a gangster's life...
Done!:D

OMG! What's wrong with me?!?!

I went to my blog and all i could think was:
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU GURU? WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING YOUR BLOG?
Feel so terrible that i havent updated in such a long time...
Here i am back with recent events!

Recently, i havent been able to sleep!
Trying my best to sleep, but it aint working, so if any of you nice souls out there have any ideas on sleeping early please let me know...
Didint get sleep for three days!
On friday, i went to catch a midnight show with Ashok annae, John and Preeta!
Really fun to hang out with them...
Went to catch Paiyaa and Thambikku Indha Ooru!
Super nice la...
& i had so much fun with these idiots!

Left the theatre and rushed to Vicky's house...
Had a fast shower, breakfast and all and left for his POP with his mom and brother!...
The moment i saw him march him, i was like, "WOAH! VICKY?"
Really proud of you!...
He did a splendid job and i felt his joy when he through his beret in the air!...

Went back to his house, got dressed and left for Clash Of The Titans...
Superb Movie and i really enjoyed myself...
Vicky gave me a treat for almost everything...
Went to my granny's place for dinner...
It was her Birthday...
After the cake cutting ceremony, left for home...

Fatigue!...
Fell asleep and missed Church, Sad!
Woke up and had to apologise to Vicky a million times...
Rushed to the bathroom and next, i was in West Coast...
Really happy to see mummy after so long..
Yippeeee....
Wahahaha!...
Ate KFC like a pig and was lazing about in the house...
Had so much to talk to everyone!...
Drank a little Bounquillo from Alvin and Lone Star!...
Wehehehehe...

Went home and off to bed and woke up...
Had a last minute plan to meet up at Jessica's place..
The whole group...
My organizing skills and most of the group was there...
Had so much fun especially with Kristen...
He is my beautiful love...
I love him so so much...
A child that i so want as mine...
Sadly, he isnt...
I had no heart to leave him...
Had so much of fun chatting and all...
Sadly, we had to leave...

Today, another meetup with my peeps...
To watch yet another tamil movie done by Singapore...
Movie name is Gurushetram...
Really different and commendable effort for a tamil movie...
So happy to see Becky after so long...
Had long Johns and left for Batok and Vicky bought Jack Daniels...
Haiz...
Wahahahaha!...

Tomorrow, CYCLING!
ECP, here i come:D

On the way to Yishun!...

Vicky is now Private Vicky! Congratulations boy!

Kristen is love! He is just so loved by everyone! Makes everyone smile:D

Groupie at Jessica's place:D