Superstitions & Palmistry?

Superstitions and palmistry.
Truth or just made up beliefs?
My Deepavali was totally good, only to be hampered by a certain thing that is clinging onto the back of my mind.
My palm was ready by a family friend of my father's and the things he said about me, *sighs*
It was like as if my palm was a very terrible one.
Whatever he said, has been stuck onto my mind and therefore, i wanted to research if palm reading is really true or not.
What he said about me, was not helped by my sister who dreamt that i got boxed in the face till one of my eyes was gone.
My parents got so worried and now i'm stuck with a curfew, no going against dad's words!:(

From what i researched about palm reading, the answers i get are mixed.
A few sites, tell me that palm reading is just fake, and it's just a cultural tradition passed on.
However, other sites tell me that palm reading is true when palmistry is studied properly and the changing of hand lines, can be monitored by ourselves.
Very confusing results, however, personally, i do not believe palm reading.
I always believe that it is our determination which shows us the way.

Superstitions are credulous beliefs made up by people from the past and i dont belive black cats to have powers to cause bad luck, breaking of mirrors to cause seven years of bad luck and the swinging of gates at six to invite evil. I dont believe in any of these crap!

Dreams, however, seem to be a very interesting topic. Reading up on this, the study of dreams is called oneirology. People till today, are still trying to find bout further about dreams. It was a very interesting topic to read up on. Dreams arent truth, but it affects the way one thinks. Interesting.
:(

& Friendship & My Life!

Been clubbing once again.
Really enjoy dancing and all.
& managed to build a better bond with my cousins!
But sometimes, i realise, it's better not to care than to care too much for someone.
I was just a little too affectionate towards this certain someone, and i ended up being mistookk for wrongly.
*Sighs*, it happens.

Holidays are here, and exams are nearing.
Havent done any revision yet, and i have to start getting down to it.
Really have to do well in these examinations, or i'm gonna end up repeating year 2.
Really worried for my studies and am trrying to improve this habit of waking up on time.
You gotta do better guru, sleep early!
Been trying to look for a job too, home situation aint good.
Gotta start earning some bread for myself.

Have started getting back to church and overslept today.
See! I cant even wake up for church.
I really gotta improve on gettng up.
& i've to start exercising too.
Have been procrastinating too much about it!
Gotta start!
:)

Pissed!

Talk about people who can piss you off so bad.
A simple joke cannot be played along with and what do i get?
A super sensitive reaction followed by assumptions!
Dont test my limits cause i can be nice and if you're gonna blow your attitude off on me, i dont have the need to stand it!

And to my so-long-ago-updated-blog:
I've been having like so so so much of fun!
Didi's birthday was real fun!
I wanted to own the present i made her, but oh well!
Went to watch Thillalangadi with her and then, ended up at Mummy's with the cake and food and all.

At night, headed to Double O with Bunny, Alvin, Thani, Didi, Sashi, Nanthakka & a few others.
Was a nice place, had so much fun there.
First time clubbing with Nanthakka & Bunny, but Nanthakka was super sweet.
She got me a shot & kept buying us jugs!
Later part, shifted to dreams & saw many familiar faces!
Monica, Gaythri .....
Was happy to see Mon after a long time.

Ended up at Mummy's place and then, fell asleep and stayed there the whole day.
Eating and eating.
Which leads to my next issue!
Something is seriously wrong with me.
I've been eating and eating and eating!
I cant stop myself how much i try!
I get hungry again and again.
Sad.

Today had a splendid time with Prasanna, Nisha & Murali!
My initial plan was to pass a gift to Esther at Yishun, slack a while and leave.
But these cuties made me stay the whole day & made me have so much fun with them.
& Pras treated me to like almost everything.
Movie, food & all.
Which reminds me to give a small review!

Madharasapattinam was a one of a kind superb movie.
Easily winning over Raavanan, this movie is something different and special.
Playing with your sentiments and all.
I almost teared, the impact was of such.
Definitely watching this movie again!:)

A New Change!

A New Change Is Just About The Corner For Me!

Firstly, I've Got A Job, Nothing Big, A Telemarketer.

To Help Me Meet Ends!

This Is Seriously A Blessing From Father God!

After How Much I've BackSlided & All.

I Asked And He Gave:)

Secondly, I'm Really Sure That I'll Be Moving Soon!

A New Environment, New Place & All.

I'm Not Happy, But I Dont Have A Choice.

Have To Go With The Family!

Thirdly, I'm So Certain That My First Semester Of This Year Is Super Screwed.

Therefore, I'm Just Gonna Let Go Of It.

And Cure This Sleeping Disease Of Mine, Before My Second Semester Starts!

And Then, I'll Give My Best!

My Saving Journey Has Already Started!
Gonna Work Towards That.

Its Better To Put Money Aside For God-Knows-When!

& Lastly, I Think The Best Change I've To Make, Is To Harden Myself!
Dont Let Anyone Hurt Me And Be Firm With Decisions.

A No To Someone Should Be A No!

And That Sleep's Ruining Everything!

I'm really worried about my education.
I'm starting to become very lazy and it's something really bad.
I dont even understand what's going on in classes these days and that is not a good sign at all.
I badly want to get to school, but this sleep is spoiling everything for me.

I've set a few targets for myself that i plan to achieve by this week.
I have to get back in track, in school (Before i end up as a Lifeless Loser)
I need to get this Diploma done and over with.
Prove to people my worth and fulfill my parents's expectations of me.
I really should start acting responsible.

& my sister, dearest sister, showed me a really disgusting video of maggots crawling out from a guy's foot.
That was when it hit my head, that my corn hasnt been removed.
And i started feeling this tickling sensation on my foot, like something was moving about.
I dont know, if i was having illusions or what.
But i aint waiting any longer, gonna have it removed.

I've to get back in track and set my mind straight.
No More Fun For You, Guru!
Back to school, exercise and more home time.
& I've to start learning the healthy habit of saving.
I say, but it never happens.
BUCK UP GURU!

Another compulsory thing that i should start doing, is quiet time as well as ass back in Church!
I guess that i have backslided like really badly.
I dont seem to be doing anything useful.
I have to start doing something about all this.
Sad.

Anyway, Kristen's birthday was fun, caught up with friends and all.
And my bundle of joy, Adrielle, was there.
So wish i could own her, but her mom would do more than murder me.
Need more time with that cute little cuppycake!
:)

Raavanan!

The Satisfaction Of Watching A Wonderful Movie.

I Truly Enjoyed This Superb Production As A Whole.

It Was Simply Wonderful & Beautiful.

The characters, every one of them, played out their roles, really well!

Aishwarya Rai looked beautiful and acted out the part of a policeman's wife, who gets kidnapped. Her emotions were well brought out and she managed to portray her role beautifully.

Vikram was spectacular. He was the kidnapper. A man who looks so angry and all, but soft in the inside.

The Story: Vikram kidnaps Aishwarya Rai to avenge for his sister's death, which was caused by a few police officers raping her. He kidnaps Aishwarya Rai as she is the wife of PrithiviRaj, a policeman, who indirectly caused Vikram's sister's death. Vikram's initial thoughts would be to kill Aishwarya Rai, but stunned by her bravery, he decides against it, and without realising, he falls in love with her. He tries to make her stay, but realises that her heart is with her husband. In the end, he sends Aishwarya back to PrithiviRaj. However, PrithiviRaj, would 'leer' Aishwarya into a trap, and he kills Vikram in the end. Aishwarya at that certain point, realises her love for Vikram. A beautiful Love story.

The landscape shots are simply wonderful. The hills, mountains, the broken statue in the middle of the river, not forgetting the steep waterfalls. Wonderful! The song scenes werent up to expectations, but overall, this movie was totally worth 12 dollars. I wouldnt mind watching it again. A wonderful movie with a heart wrenching ending!:)

I Really Hate My Family So Badly!

I hate my family.
I hate every single one of them.
I hate being enclosed in this place, where i find no peace, trust, love and happiness.
Everyone is fake, nothing is true.
Why can't even one of them understand, on how i feel?
Why doesn't anyone feel my pain of this separation?

I dont know where to go, or what to do.
I just dont want to stay here any longer.
I dont even feel safe, or comfortable.

Just yesterday, i thought that things would be better.
But it had to happen all over again.
I just hate this 'drama' for a familly.
I want someone who will love me & care for me.
I want a family to sit down for dinner with me.
To go out together, laugh together, with each other.
Love each other and understand one another.

I REALLY HATE MY LIFE!

Singam!

Had the satisfaction of watching a super Tamil movie like after so long.
Singam would be gladly rated 9.5/10.
There's never perfection in this world and i could give this for the closest!
It had a bit of Vijay's story flow, but the way it was presented seemed much better than Vijay's movies.
Not meaning to criticise him, but nowadays, Vijay's movies are getting from bad to worse to boredom.

Singam was like so so nicee.
Surya and Anushka and Vivek did a really good job.
Vivek's comedy was super cutee and funny with the usual 'read between the lines' meaning.
Anushka acted her part out real well.
& she took glamour to a whole new level.
Shocked (Remember Tash's shock)
Surya, simply FANTASTIC!
I enjoyed this movie like so so much.

The Back To School Blues!

And i'm back in school once again!
Sad life.
Missed two days of school (Both Monday and Tuesday)
All thanks to my Lappy screwing up on me last minute.
Couldnt complete my assignment and couldnt hand it in either.
Sad.

Having so much of expenses now.
I'm like so stressed up thinking about money itself.
Went clubbing and lost my contacts, gotta get new ones.
Gotta return my cousin 30 bucks.
Gotta get some basic items.
& desiring for so many things.
Wish i was Bill Gates's son!

Had a hell of a night on a Wednesday night.
Had so much of fun with S,A & P.
Went to St. James' Power Station(The Power House)
Super crowded and a lil too Loud for me!
Moved on to the Ruppee Room and it looked nice from outside, but inside... CRAP!
Finished our drinks and tried to get into Attica.
Sad, no luck.
Ended up at Boat Quay and before i could open my eyes, was sitting down inside Dreams.
The place wasnt nice, but the songs and shots were Superb!
Hehehehe.
Had a lot of fun!

Visited the Zoo too!
After so long, was really happy to be there.
Was even more delighted that we could see every single animal.
Couldnt locate 4 of em though, so left it at that.
Enjoyed myself with Tash and Sangee like so so much!

Have also finally bonded with Adrielle.
That lil Chipmunk has gotten used to me like finally.
I love the way she strokes my face, pinches me, her gundu arms and legs, her expressions, her giggles and everything.
Guess she fell from Venus(The planet of Beauty)

Yesterday, was Mathan's Birthday.
Just a simple celebration, seafood and cake!
Such a lucky fella.
New phone with a hell sum of money!

& so many outings coming up.
One after the other.
Gotta start looking for those Part time Jobs soon!

Home? Family? Unity?

If only, i could bring my family together to spend some time with each other.

If only, we could all sit down for Dinner, talk to each other and laugh away telling stories and jokes to each other.

If only, my mom could be a little more gentle, caring & loving.

If only, Dad could be more patient and dont put all his time in work, i dont want his money, just a lil of his time.

If only, my both sisters could stop bickering away and be more friendly with each other.

If only, what i wrote above could happen.

My house is never a house anymore.

Fights & Fights & Fights.

Everyday's full of problems, in this darned house.

I dont wish to stay here anymore.

Everyone's fighting with everyone.

& i dont feel at peace anymore.

Im not happy.

Best part.

The spare Television in my house got stolen.

Money's disappearing.

& yesterday night, i discovered that my gold earrings are missing.

Very sure of the thief and really ANGRY!

I Wish ..................................

The Ups & Downs!

& She'll always be my Bestie!

I Love You, Jiviya Raj.

You'll never know how much you mean to me.

Forever & Ever.

Haha.

Some things seem to be good while some's still going bad.

I've got a job thanks to Jivi.

Working together with Ash annae, Jivi & Preetz can be loads of fun.

& Marina Bay Sands is good.

Dont really fancy being a Banquet waiter, but what can i do?

Need the cash.

I've come to realise one thing.

Thou people say that friends cant be trusted and all,

I love my people alot.

Jiviya, Preeta, Ash, Tash, Vicky, Sangee, Didi, Bunny, Chicken Lil, Jaan, Sashi, Jolene, Alvin, Turca, Murali, Uvanneh!

These people mean a lot to me.

Sorry if i missed out names.

These people love me with their heart.

Though i get scolded here and there, disturbed and stuff.

I know i'm loved and life without these people is unimaginable.

Sadly, i wished my Family had a much better bonding.

If only, i could have my loving family back together.

Everything would be much better.

But, that's one thing that's least likely to happen.

Had a really fun church outing, trip to Pasir Ris Beach.

Badly wanted to go to the beach and it was fulfilled in the end.

Enjoyed myself so much.

Cycled with PF from one end of Pasir Ris Park, to almost the other end.

Had so much fun, with my fav sitting spot and the maze and all.

The games were fun too, with all the nonsense happening.

& Lastly, Adrielle, was a dear.

She stroked me and allowed me to carry her and she even giggled.

Yessaaa.

Today, collected pay with Jivi and waited for Tash and Roy to join us.

Headed over to Far East Plaza.

Got Suspenders and a head set for myself.

And i really pigged out today.

I ate and ate, but still wasnt filled.

A Doughnut, Chicken Rice, Fries, Mutton Briyani, Fish Cutlet, Cookie, Honey Bourbon Chicken Sandwich, Maggi Goreng.

Filled!

I Miss you as a whole!

I miss you so much!

So fucking much, more than i would let on.

& more than how much you would ever know.

But you dont seem to bother.

You never seem to call, unless it's a favour.

There are points when you call, but i have other plans.

Cause your calls are totally random.

I miss having late night meetups with you.

Sneaking out of our houses.

Everyday meetings.

Talking about everything under the sun.

Going out here and there, having so much of fun times.

Laughing our ass off, potluck lunches.

Sudden surprises.

I Miss Every Single Thing About You.

Cause You Are No More You!

Couldnt believe that you had to choose to quarrel with me over a FB status.

I've got nothing else to say.

Best, split into two directions...

New Friends:)

New Friends are just so nice to have.
& that is what that has been happening.
Have made quite a number of friends.

Friday went over to see Mummy.
Was Glad to see that woman, and when she saw me, she gave me that wide smile.
Was Happy.
Spent good time with her.
Got to see Chicken Lil too and i dont know why, i really like him alot.
His moonji is enough to brighten someone's day.

Left to meet Tash, Sangee, John, Preetz and Ash annae.
Was waiting for John to drive the van to BB.
He took long enough.
Jumped into the van and headed off to Changi.
Was a fast trip & in no time, we met Sham.
That poor fella was so drunk already.

Got something to eat.
& the rest of the Vetaikaaran group came.
Everything seemed so awkward and funny.
It was like two separate groups at first.
Then, once all of us were introduced, things got better.
Friendly conversation seemed to be flying around.

Walked to OCH and was dragging down a liquor bottle on the way, Absolut Vodka!
Started raining halfway and we got stuck at the busstop.
Ended up talking shit and all and then, started walking to OCH.
Aetos security had taken over the place and so we had to go through the hill into the place.
& My, my, my.
The place looked so different.
Considerably clean, and the walls all were white!
Ended up scaring Tash and we were running all over the place, laughing our heads off.
Then, the police came.
They were shining torches all over.
& we were like playing terrorist game with them.
It was so so fun.
The way we hid and ran about, away from the police.

Walked back to the pondo & finished up 2 bottles of Chivas Regal.
Had a lot of fun and i enjoyed the night with all of them.
Sham (V), HariBoy (V), Sara (V), Vicky (V), Tash, Sangee, John, Ash, Preetz!:D

Headed back to BB and tried getting to sleep to no avail.
Ended up meeting Vicky at his place at night.
Was so happy to see that Fucker.
He has been missing like so long.

Bought King Roberts Scotch.
Sat down and once again it started.
Hehehe.
We ended up speaking about Ghost stories.
Till my hair stood at it's ends and he had goosebumps all over.
Left in the early morning.
Sangee and I was like super sleepy.

Headed home and i was flat for like 12 hours!
Totally shocked.
Woke up and i had this really weird feeling to eat Old Chang Kee...
Short stroll to Westmall and was nibbling away.

& I'm On Time For School Today! YESSSAAA!

The Hate & Love Nature

Everything's in the way i think.

If i look at it from a negative perspective, then it goes bad.

Shall see through light even through hard times.

I really feel that the word 'Friendship' is being misused nowadays.

Why are there quarrels, misunderstandings and fights between everyone?

Why so much of dislike or hatred for one another?

Why can't we learn to Forgive, Forget and love each other?

Human nature is prone to Hate rather than to Love.

Can't everything revert back to how it was.

I am like stuck in the middle of everything.

& just cause of that, am really worried that people might think that i am supporting a certain side.

I just dont understand what wrong i did.

Why must people talk to me in a rude manner when i aint involved in any problems?

I have decided to just go my way & people who want me, i shall be with them.

I dont wish to feel uncomfortable or unwanted anywhere.

I really want to be happy with my loved ones.

Every single one means a lot to me, but in the end, FTW, cause people think that these are just words printed with no meaning behind them.

Gotta go to school tomorrow once again.

Am gonna look at waking up for school in a positive way too.

That would be of much help for me!

& I cant wait for Friday Night!

(Ganesh annae, Lavernia akka, Preeta, Ashok annae, John, Sangee, Jivi, Michal & more)

Counting down! (Yipppeeee!)

The Absolute Mess!

& that will be my life.
An absolute mess.
I dont know what to make out of life.
& what i'm supposed to do.
There are days that i feel that i want to let go of everything and walk away.
But i cant.
I gotta be strong and face every single thing.

1)I aint going school properly. Skipped countless days.
2)Wasting my life away, with no motive of whatsoever.
3)Not been able to sort things out.
4)Problems with clique and others.
My list could drag on further.

I really have to start sorting things out and working my way through.
Before i end up as a, DISASTER!

What i've been up to recently:
- Had a hell of a time at Club Maya with Vicky, Jivi and Sangee (Wild Night)
- Am dancing for a show on Mother's Day! (Fun, Fun, Fun!)
- Celebrated John's Birthday. Caught Sura & ended up looking for wrong people at wrong alleyways!
- Chicken Little's Birthday, seemed like a blast, but the ending was a real BLAST!

I MISS JOLENE!
I wish she was beside me 24/7.
I could talk to her till the end of time and i could go on and on after that too.
& I so miss Jiviya.
It is never the same anymore, sadly:(

Sleepless Nights complimented with a Confused Mind

Haven't been able to sleep, the past few nights.
Every time i close my eyes, i can only see images.
Couldnt sleep well at all.
Have only had about 3 hours worth of sleep in like two days.
Result of my droopy eyes.
Feeling so tired.

Why am i not able to sleep?
A lot on my mind lately.
Or is it because of, YOU!
I really cant find the answer to anything.

Compromised.
Hmph.
Will never be able to forgive or forget that.
+ the add ons which followed.
My mind is just totalled.

The blame aint on Love.
Its on how we make it out to be.
Rather than condemning Love,
It would be better if people looked at how it went wrong.

AM JUST SO OVER DRAMA!=D

My Surprise- Day!:D

Life is always full of Drama.
Especially when it belongs to an Indian's.
That's the sad fact.
Something small is blown up to be like a Mega-serial.
Have never understood why is that so.
My realization is that: An Indian just loves to exaggerate everything!

Tuesday was like superrr Fun!
Woke up super late & poor Murali was waiting for me for like two hours.
Had a fast shower and rushed off to Westmall.
Met him there and headed off to CoffeeBean.
I had Chocolate Mudpie and he had some Chocolate Thousand.
The cakes were heavenly.
& it was his treat for my Birthday (which took place a month ago)

Then, came the present.
It was a really nice pair of Gold earrings.
Just the simple rings, which looked damn nice.
Was super super shocked.

Took a cab & headed to Suntec City.
It was fun walking around with him.
That poor boy didnt know how to go about in Cityhall
& i had to guide him around.
All the crap that he did.
Was so so crazy.
Ended up at Kenny Rogers.
My all time favourite restaurant.

Had Kenny's Quarters.
& Red Wine.
=)

Ended up at the Arcade and was fuzing about there.
Had so much fun.
Thanks crazy fella.
I enjoyed my time with you.

School's on the roll!

Still not used to being back at school!...
Unable to wake up, used to the late late sleeping habit...
Sadly, this cant go on any longer...
Gotta change my sleeping habits, or i'm either going to absent for school or be late every single day...

Day One was quite okay...
Was good to be in school with the Group!...
Love being around them...
Classmates were quite friendly, though a few of em just gave me that bitch kin-na face...
Wahahah...

Skipped Day two of school due to waking up at 1p.m.
Am just wasting my life away...
Like seriously...
I gotta start charting down proper aims and goals...

Saturday was gone with youth and a movie...
Shutter island!...
The movie drove me insane...
I felt like i was the one who was going mad...
Really confusing storyline...
Got lost a little here and there...
But i kind of like the movie...
Heheheh...

Third day of school...
& here i am...
So bored and all alone...
But it's okay...
School's important!:D

SAVE SAVE SAVE! Save like your ass depended on it:)

Reviews! Wahahaha:D

Have been missing out on the reviews...
Am just procrastinating on doing things...
Wahahah...
So here they are...
3 movie reviews!...

A real mind-boggling thriller with a sharp twist!
Was really lost and confused at a certain point of time...
The sound effects could have been made a little more scary...
There was quite a bit of Gory Scenes...
This movie plays with a flashback based on a man's perspective...
It goes to his memories of WW2 and back to Shutter Island...
Kinda exciting...
8/10:D

This is the my type of movie!...

Enjoyed myself quite a bit...

Have always been fascinated by Greek Mythology...

Therefore, this was my favourite...

Everything looked very realistic except for Medusa...

She looked more like a cartoon in this movie...

It was so nice looking at all those legendary creatures...

Heaps of enjoyment ISAY!

Movie rating: 10/10:D

Hmmm...

I would give this movie a 6, being Singapore's first tamil film to be out...

I didnt enjoy this movie so much...

The jokes were funny, but not really laughable...

Music was a bit off...

The actors did a good job though...
Especially Vishnu!...

Trying to portray a gangster's life...

Done!:D

OMG! What's wrong with me?!?!

I went to my blog and all i could think was:
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU GURU? WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING YOUR BLOG?
Feel so terrible that i havent updated in such a long time...
Here i am back with recent events!

Recently, i havent been able to sleep!
Trying my best to sleep, but it aint working, so if any of you nice souls out there have any ideas on sleeping early please let me know...
Didint get sleep for three days!
On friday, i went to catch a midnight show with Ashok annae, John and Preeta!
Really fun to hang out with them...
Went to catch Paiyaa and Thambikku Indha Ooru!
Super nice la...
& i had so much fun with these idiots!

Left the theatre and rushed to Vicky's house...
Had a fast shower, breakfast and all and left for his POP with his mom and brother!...
The moment i saw him march him, i was like, "WOAH! VICKY?"
Really proud of you!...
He did a splendid job and i felt his joy when he through his beret in the air!...

Went back to his house, got dressed and left for Clash Of The Titans...
Superb Movie and i really enjoyed myself...
Vicky gave me a treat for almost everything...
Went to my granny's place for dinner...
It was her Birthday...
After the cake cutting ceremony, left for home...

Fatigue!...
Fell asleep and missed Church, Sad!
Woke up and had to apologise to Vicky a million times...
Rushed to the bathroom and next, i was in West Coast...
Really happy to see mummy after so long..
Yippeeee....
Wahahaha!...
Ate KFC like a pig and was lazing about in the house...
Had so much to talk to everyone!...
Drank a little Bounquillo from Alvin and Lone Star!...
Wehehehehe...

Went home and off to bed and woke up...
Had a last minute plan to meet up at Jessica's place..
The whole group...
My organizing skills and most of the group was there...
Had so much fun especially with Kristen...
He is my beautiful love...
I love him so so much...
A child that i so want as mine...
Sadly, he isnt...
I had no heart to leave him...
Had so much of fun chatting and all...
Sadly, we had to leave...

Today, another meetup with my peeps...
To watch yet another tamil movie done by Singapore...
Movie name is Gurushetram...
Really different and commendable effort for a tamil movie...
So happy to see Becky after so long...
Had long Johns and left for Batok and Vicky bought Jack Daniels...
Haiz...
Wahahahaha!...

Tomorrow, CYCLING!
ECP, here i come:D

On the way to Yishun!...

Vicky is now Private Vicky! Congratulations boy!

Kristen is love! He is just so loved by everyone! Makes everyone smile:D

Groupie at Jessica's place:D