4BIA 2...

Personal movie review...
Sarked big time...
Please dun catch it...
Ten thumbs down...
Was lame, stupid and even comical...

Wasted a helload of two hours in the cinema...
Only the fifth story was nice...
But mind you it wasnt horror...
COMEDY!!!!

Anyway, i really dunno why...
But had a lot of fun today...
Felt so alive after so long...
The nonsensical things that we did today...
:):):)

& i havent forgotten the part on animal abuse...
I am going to bring about a change...
It's my way or the HIGHWAY!!!
Gonna look for sites which can make a change...

I turn to you Father God...

Father god...
You said that what your children ask would be given to them...
I plead to you lord...
Put an end to these mean stuff that is happening to the poor souls...
The ones that can't speak up for themselves...

Keep the perished souls happily with you father...
& please stop these killings...
Nothing is impossible through you...
You are the one who works wonders...
Show your power father...
Help these poor souls...

Was going through a few websites that my friend Jan sent me...
Really shocking...
I cant believe humans are so cruel and only care for their own ass...
What happened to the man's best friend...
Is everything only words?...
Isnt there an authority which can put a stop to this?...

I so wish i had the rights to put an end to this...
I feel so useless...


& I REALLY MISS YOU MY DEAR ONE!!!
MISS YOUR CUDDLES, THE WARM FUR & THE GENTLE TONGUE THAT USED TO LICK AWAY MY TEARS:(

Blood's boiling at Maximum pressure...

Laugh at this pic if you want to...

But the clever ones should know what i'm gonna blog about...

I had actually decided to give my blog a rest today...

But after watching a video on my dear Vaanz's fb i felt that i needed my blog...

The only place to vent my anger...

& fuck every bastard in this world...

What did these poor animals do to you fuckers?!?!

If your'll get something with flesh you people want it...

Am super embarassed to be a human...

I cant believe that people are so madly in love with meat...

Such that they have to go for dogs, cats and stuff...

Aren't the basic ones enough for you assholes???...

What if that exact thing had happened to a human?...

Wont they be able to feel this pain...

The pleading squeals of the dog is still ringing in my ears...

Have a heart people...

Stop these kinna things...

Why are everyone being so stone- hearted?...

It's just like what Jackie Chan said...

When the buying stops, the killing stops...

Am totally disappointed:(

For people who want to watch this video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2JUtInm5bM

Ninaithale Inikkum...

A beautiful story of friendship, love & understanding...
This movie really flooded my mind with recollections...
All the hurts, fun times and sad moments went past that lil brain o' mine...
& that usual fear of mine kept tugging at the back of my head...

What if one day she decides that she has had enough with this friendship?...
What if he decides to leave?...
What if i'm stranded?...
These people who brought a lifesupply of special moments...
It would really cause me to crumble if they decide to abandon me...
Okay i am gettin super paranoid...

Anyway, had treasure hunt in Church and woah was it fun...
Had so much of bonding...
& i cant believe we decided to catch a 12.30a.m. show...
Made so much noise in the Church van...
We were practically going crazy...
I really enjoyed myself...
& movie= superb...

The clique at Mustafa...

At tekka market... Waiting for Mee Goreng...

REX... & here we go...

Simply bliss...

Today at Church... The two beauties...

Father's love works in weird ways:)

Hahaha...
I so love Father God...
He has showered me with love, care and concern...
Not to forget the protection he has placed on me...
Thank you so much Father:)

Went swimming...
Had Loads'a fun there...
Got pulled into a dispute and am glad things are better now...
Went for a televisit to see Mottae annae...
So happy now...
He looks so energetic...
:)

Went to Church...
& i just feel a special bonding to the people here...
:):):)

Heading to the gym in e mornin...
:):):):):):):):)

Will anyone... at least one person understand me??...

I just feel like walking into a forest...
& just walk and walk till i get lost...
and never to retun back...

Why are things always going wrong?...
Stay strong i say...
But never...
Nothing goes right...
No one understands me...
I SO FUCKIN HATE MYSELF...

It's seriously different perspectives...
I wanna go to church...
MY problem...
Leave me alone and let me do what i want...
Stop making life difficult for me when it is already a complicated web...

I so wanna move out...
So in the end...
Home aint my comfort zone afteralll...
:(

Imma startin to love my home:)

Pushin thru with updates on the life of a poor soul...
Hehehhe...
Well, had a totally fun time on Saturday...
Another surprise for Bunny and Uva annae...
18 and 21...
We booked a treehouse and gave them a surprise with cakes and all...

Super fun and enjoyed to e max...
Made more frenzz there...
The embarassin part was my dance performance...
& thru it all i was like...
Fuck me in the ASS!!!

Church was good today...
& GURU YOU ARE GOING THROUGH A COURSE OF DISCIPLINE AND I SHOULD BE NOW NOW NOW!!!



A truckload of loved ones...

A HOME HAS THE BEST COMFORT IN THIS BIG BIG WORLD!!!

A Helload of surprises...

Well, yeah...
That's how it was yesterday...
Bunny's Birthday was a truckload of surprises one after the other...

Welll...
For intro, this is Bunny...
A really cute and playful yet lovable darling!!!

So here's how it was...
Brought her to Marina Square and surprised her with THE UGLY TRUTH and popcorn!!!
The movie was superb and we laughed our asses out...
A must catch movie...

Following that, surprise number two...
SWENSENS!!!
& woah we really pigged out...
Pastas, calamari rings, dippers and a nice cake...
Bunny was super overjoyed!!!

Left for tekka...
Surprise number three...
Got her to buy Vodka and we drank our hearts out...
& the next surprise was JANANIE, JIVI AND VICKY!!!
She also got to see the deepavali light out...
The gal really enjoyed herself...

Well...
So did i....
Really enjoyed the day...
:):):)

I did my Baby's makeup!!!

Welll... I look like crap so yeah...

BDAY GAL... Before THE UGLY TRUTH

Yummy Yummy...

A wish and she blows...

QQQQQQQ for Health....

The Clique:)

LIGHT UP!!!

Me and the gal with the superb laughter:)

A friend's trust...

Friends...
Something very special...
A bond that unites people...
Someone whom is there for secrets, good and bad times, memories, gossips and all...
One who catches you when you fall...
A special someone that no one can replace...
One who is able to cause a heartache is also a friend...


It's very painful to see how much is friendship valued nowadays...
The time and love someone puts into trying to make it something beautiful...
A never- ending friendship...

Yet i will never understand why it can hurt when one chooses to leave...
The pain caused is something beyond description...
A ride on the bus today...
Caused me to plunge into memories...


All those hurts and pain washed over me...
Went into a really bad mood...
:(

Green Man's popping!!!

The human mind will always be a mystery...
The way a person thinks...
Actions, consequences, effects...
It is just all so complicated...

& lately my green man's on the rise...
I try my best to shut him up...
But he rips and tears right through the centre of my heart...
Erupting!!!
I just hate this feeling!!!
I am a nice person & i know it...

So why is this happening?
I really dunno...
Maybe closeness might be the key....

Life's REALLY a mystery...
& so will I...


REVOLUTION AT APK...

CHURCH:)

Went to church today...

Had so much fun during Tamil Praise and Worship...

Bunny came along and we were dancing away...

& for the first time i hung out at Church like super long...

Gonna open a new team: Dance and Drama Crew...

So excited...

& well...

This is the time where i need lotsa discipline and control...

Really wanna change myself for the better...

:)

Looks like the superglue finally decided to hold...

Family's lookin in GOOD shape...

Had fun with Jivi's scarf:):):)

RE- UNITED:)

Hmm...
Well...
Just checked my 'IN GOD WE TRUST'...
& it proved to be true...
It was written that when the sun rises, it rises for me...

& was i in the spotlight???....
Talk about that...
Was a lil disappointed by the number of people who turned up for Re-united...
The first shock was that Budak Hitam came...
Was super happy to see him...

Then, things went smooth...
& i kept getting compliments for my dressing...
Then, there was dance and all...
& i was pulled to act in a drama...
A last minute thing...
No script and yet once again i made e people laugh...
:):):)

& as i exited by the side after my performance and entered the main doors of the church...
My name got announced...
& i was like 'HUH?'...
& then i realised that i was chosen for Mr. Reunited...
It was so embarassing...
There was catwalk and all...
I didnt win yet i enjoyed...

Then, i was called out by the Pastor to act something out...
I was like Huh for everything...
Yet enjoyed myself...

&&&&& BESTIES ARE FOR LIFE!!!!!!
:)

Why so???

WHY?WHY?WHY?
Why am i feeling so lost nowadays?
I just dont know what i want from life...
I feel so jealous, angry and scared...
Why is this happening to me?...

I've never ever been like this before...
I feel so strangled...
I feel trapped...
I dont feel happiness that i used to feel...
Just hate everything!!!

The fotos are here as promised:

With e Beautiful women... :)

After e performance with cousin...

Me and Vicku syg...

A woman with a gem for a heart...

FATHER GOD GUIDE ME AND SHOW ME THE WAY!!! I NEED YOU:(

How about that??? Aatam Paatam Kondaatam...

Was super nervous that this event wont work out...

However, i guess that my judgement was wrong...

We really rawked the crowd and everyone enjoyed themselves...

Am so happy for that...

Revolution once again did a really good job...

We had so much support...

Bunny, Thani, Pras, Sam, Vaanz, Divina and Rajes...

& those unnamed supporters...

Thanks so much...

The support we got drove us on...

& the dance floor gave us a hell load of a time...

The drama was super good...

Vadi, Asok annae and Sangeetha did a great job...

People were laughing their hearts out...

& Michelle's group did a great job at Aaja Nachle...

Overall the event brought a spark on everyone...

Unique yet fun and exciting...

Thanks to father god...

All praises to him...

Without him this day would not have been smooth...

:):):)

Fotos will be up soon...

But meanwhile...

Here is one...

At home... Took a pic of my hair before washing off the spray...

:)

RANDOM:(

& to peeps who wanted to see the foto...
Here it is...
My costume...
Simply love it...
Wednesday another performance...
Hopefully everything goes well...

Had so much fun webcaming with my sister yesterday...
The craziest pics are all here...
Hehehehe....

We were trying to see who kisses better... Hehehehe...

Similarities???...

The Monkey Way...

Following the Heart... Need advice??

My new shoes!!!!

At malaysia:)

I'M THE BAD GUY:(:(:(

Veer Zaara

A beautiful love story between a couple...
The movie is simply superb, beautiful and touching...
Just love this movie!!!
One of Sharukh Khan's best i guess...

Went out yesterday...
Headed to Cathay Cineplex first...
Then, went off to Bishan to do Flyer distribution...
Was so funny went we had to look for Vanessa's mom...
Just to find out that she went home...

Anyway am seriously pissed with certain people...
I mean like come to Church to worship...
And not to badmouth or gossip about one to another...
& that bloody bitch is gonna get it soon...
:):):)

A wonderful experience with Revolution

Well...
People will be wondering what happened to the dance that i was so excited over...
Well...
Here it is...
We didnt win!!!

But guess what...
I am not upset or whatsoever...
Nor am i gonna go around blaming people...
But what i can say is that the judgement was biased...
& how would we know that Modern Dance was not accepted in Malaysia's culture...
Haiz...

However, the thing to know is that i had a hell load of an experience...
Had so much fun...
And really enjoyed myself...
We also got a rewally good review on our dance...
And this just put a smile on my face!!!


Next year REVOLUTION will be back!!!


New shoes, t- shirts and a cap!!!
:)