a mYsTEry...

aT tImes i uSed tO sit dOWn anD wONder...
wHY dID mY lIfe tURn OUt lIke thIs???...
(tHani dUN thInk i aM toKin BOut yOu ah... HEhehe... smOOches)
bUt sEriOUsly i USed to pONder...
wHY???

i aLSo uSed tO wISh tO tuRn tiMe BAck tO whEn i wAs sEcoNDary ONe...
i wishEd tHat cErtAin thINgs dID nOt HapPEn...
hOw i wISh i wAs sTilL mY dAd's pEt...
nOw iTs lIke....
....
mY dAd dOEsnt eVEn kNOw hAlf oF mE...

i mISs sItTing dOwn tO diNNEr aS a fAmily...
i mISs pLAying gAmes aS a fAmily...
i mISs dRAwing alL oVEr MY FAther...
i mIss tHE wAy mY FATher cALls mY mOM 'DeaR'...
i miSS thE hApPiNEss mY fAmily uSed tO hAve...
i mISs tHOse fAmily VAcatIOns wE USed tO hAve...
i mISS bEing CArrIEd bY mY dAd tiLl i rEached pRimary fOur...
i MISs mY oLd HOUse...

i jUz wAnt eVErytHing BAck!!!
i wAnt mY fAther's pAmPErinG...
tHe lOve i uSed tO GEt iS sTiLL thEre...
bUt pRoblEms aND aLL HAve JUZ mAde eVErythiNg tO lOOk sO sHAlLOw...

lIFe iS sEriOUsly a mYStEry...

p.S. i mISs mY BEstIE (foUr dAyS anD i hAvent sEen HEr...)