sUpergLue pLEase... aNYoNE?!?!

Cause my family is gonna get torn apart...

Havent been blogging the past few days...

My flu was killing me and i'm slowly recovering...

And now there is talk about shifting...

My sister's damn shop got screwed big time... Like BIG TIME!!!

My dad wants my sister out of the house...

My mom starts crying and crying...

My second sister starts shouting about no peace....

I just feel like jumping off a cliff...

Yet why these fakesmiles?...

For who??...

I am like faking my smiles and making myself look happy...

I just feel like screaming out loud and crying...

Where is all that happiness that i was sure no one would ever have???...

I miss my family( the old one)...

Now...

Everyone is breaking apart...

I dont feel safe or happy....

I am sorry for pouring it all on you Jolene...

Thanks for hearing me out lil one...

And to my lil sweetheart too...

You are being so patient towards me...

Muacks...

pAnda eYEs oNly tO BE cOmpLImentEd bY a rEd pUfFy nOSe...

aM feElIn sO sUPEr dUper sIck...
aM hAvin a ruNNy nOSe....
sORe thRoat...
aNd aM fEEling sO sLEEpy...
fEElIn sO tErRiblE...

aNd sAturDay iS aUditIons...
aND eVEryoNe iS jUSt sLAckIn aWay...
i jUst fEEl lIke eXplOding aT sOmeoNe...
;(

i wAnNA bE bIlL gAtEs's sOn...

i aM lIke gOin sO cRAzy...
i rEalLy nEEd lOtsa mOney...
yEsterDay pRActICe wAs bEtTEr...
mOre imPact...
bUt tHe coStumE iS tHirty fiVe bUcks...
aND i gOtTa pAy fOr a yOuth cAmp- 25 bUcks...
cAuse wE aRe perfoRming...
fUrthErmORe...
fOr mY MAlaysIa tRip...
i goTTa sAve uP mOre thAn a hUndrEd bUcks...

gOin sO cRAzy...
aND i rEalLy wAnNA giVe jIvi a rEAlLy goOd bDay...
sO wORried...
goTTa sTArt fRantic sAving...
HAiz...

aNywAy...
cAme tO kNow quIte a nUMber of fActs bOut lAdy GAga...
1) HEr nAme iS aCtuALly stEphAnie jOanNe gErmAnoTTa...
2) sHE dYEd HEr HAir tO pLAtinUm bLOnde aS shE waS mIStaken tO bE aMY wiNehOUse...
3)sHe wRote sOng lYRics fOr bRiTNey aND pUsSycAt dolLs...

i lOve lAdy gAga!!!!
sHE RAwkS...

wIlL iT evEr fAde???

hAve nOt bEEn bLOgGin thE pAst fEw dAys...
tOO mAny thInGS haPPEnINg...
sO tiRed aND oUt oF enErgy...
aND i aM fEeliN sO slEepy...

sAturDay...
wOKe uP iN e mORnIng...
sUrpRise NAziAh...
aND wEnt tO HAw PAr viLLa...
mE, tHani, bUnnY anD nAziah...
wEnt aRound sNAppIn aWay...
aND wE wEre lAughing lIke sOme pAranOid iDiots...
pRocEedEd dOWn tO viVo...
bOught HEr a tEdDy bEar...
wEnt tO eAt aT bArcElos...
aND tHAt wAs whEn vIcky tuRned uP...
thE foOd wAs sUPerb....
fOLLowiNg THat...
lEft tO lEpak aT clEmenti...
pLAying cHArades aNd sTufF...
anD jAhaN, chIcken lIl, sAmuel aNd tuRca turned uP...
wAs sO Much fUn...

a gRoup pIc witH LauGhiNg bUDdHA... MY fAv!!!

bDay GAl wiTh pResEnt...

mY sWeEtIE PIe...

bArcElos wAs sUPerb!!!

i tOld tHani tHat Her wEdDing dREss shOuld BE soMethiNg lIkE thIS:)

tHen...
lEft tO MEet jIvi...
got soMe cAsh fRom mY dAd...
aND i aNd jIvi hAd soMe mIsunDersTAnding...
i wAs jUz fEElin rEalLy pISSed oFf...
aND thEn i saM aND vicky tOn...
wAtched mOvie thRoughOUt thE nIte...
viCky got iNto a sTUpid fiGht wIth anOther fEllOw...
suPEr duMb...

nIWaEs...
wEnt tO gEt rEady aT 4.45a.m...
lEft fOr bOOn kEng...
wAited tIlL vIcky gOT reAdi...
toOk a cAb tO suNtec...
mEt bAby, mUmmy, dIvi anD aMbi oVer thEre...
sAmuel lEft...
wEnt fOr sErvICe...
tHEn...
wEnt tO KEnNy roGers fOr lUNch...
fOOD wAs sUPerb oVEr thEre...
tHen cAught hArRy pOTTer....
mOvie wAs rEalLy diSapPOintiNg...
wAsnt NIce...

lOts oF fIGhTs oN thAt dAy...
mUmMy wAsnt hApPy aT aLL...
bUt thAnks sO Much MUMmy...

mOnday aS iN YEsterdAy...
lEft fOr sKOOl...
nO thErmOMetEr...
cHAsed OUt...
MEt jIvi, viCky aND mIChal...
nOt foRgetTin TAsh...
lEft fOr bB at lIke siX thIrty...
jUz tO gEt a mEsSage thAt pRactICe iS cAncElLEd...
sO tIred...
aND thEn...
i viCky aND mIchal rElaK...


aND wHen wE wEre gOIn hOme mY mOOD gOt spOiLEd...
thEre wAs thIs kItTen lYing oN thE cArpArk rAiLIng...
a gREy oNe...
wAsnt mOving eVEn a lIl...
mIchal aSkEd mE tO toUch...
i dID a sMalL pOke...
anD mY mIstAke...
uPon fEelin tHat coLd bOdy...
mY eYEs tURned rEd...
mY HAir stOOd oN eNDs...
iMMediAte eFfEct...
tHE whOle sCene oF hIm jUz flAshed iN mY MInd...
wAs vEry tRoublEd afTEr tHat...
i MiSs mY lIl oNe...
:(

i lOVe...

i lOve:
- wInTEr
- gEtTIng wEt iN thE rAin
- lAdy gAga
- aShwin
- mY anGEl
- mY bEstIEs
- dAnciNg
- cHUcky
- tAsmAniAn
- mY fAmily
- cRazy coUSinz
- anImalS
- mUmMy:)
- w15G
- wInstoN rEds
- aBsoLut sEriEs anD sAppHiRE
- cLothEs
- sTYlIng
- bLack aND whIte
- sONgs

i jUz lOve sO MAny tHIngs iN tHIs woRld...
aLl in AlL...
i LOVe mySelf!!!
:):):)

tOday'S a fRiDay(nITeoUT) aND i duNno wAd tO dO...

gAgA iN sINGaPORe!!!

yO pEEpS...
gUEsS wAd...
GaGa iS coMIn tO siNGapoRe!!!
sOMeonE tHRow mE a hUndREd bUcks...
i wAnNA gO...
aNw, tHE mInimUm aGE rEquIRemEnt iS 6 aNd aBOve aND nOt 18...
i rEaLLy wAnNA sEE mY dEaRESt GAgA!!!
:(

aNYwAy...
yIPEE...
cAuse sUnday iS mOviE dAy...
aND i cAnt wAit...

tHings iN mY lIFe iS jUSt a bIt tOO coMPLicAted nOW...
iN tHE aRea oF lOVe i aM rEalLy aCeiNG...
dAnce iS gEtTin a LIl roUgher...
tIriNg...
sKOOl hAs gOTTen bOring...
bUt, i fEel tHAt i aM gEtTIn tOo poSsEsIVe anD wORriEd in The aREa oF fRiendsHip...
i jUz duNNo wHy...
i kEEp thInkIng thAt i Am goNNa BE LEft All aLOne...
pErhAps i aM jUz bEing pAranOid...

hOw abOut pLAin bLisS...

aFter sKOOl...
sPEnt sOme tIme wITh tHani...
wEnt oVEr tO HEr pLAce...
HEr MUm iS jUst pURe mArshmAlLOws...
sHE iS GEtTIn uS tiCkets tO poTTer oN suNday...
sO eXciTEd...

iT wiLl BE mE, jIVi, mY bAby, vICky, aMbi aND diDi...
nOt fOrgeTTin dEarEst mUmMY...
i duNNo wHy...
bUT i jUz mISs aMBi sO mUch...
cAnt wAit tO sEe hIm...

i aM jUZ hApPY tHat mY anGEl wAs hAppy toDay...
aFTer sO lOng sEEing HEr sO HApPY...
jUZ pUt a smIle oN mY FACe...
jUS tO sEe tHAt sMIle...
i dUn MInd dOIng thIS oNCe a wEek..
lOve yOu sWeEts...

pAsS mE tHE cAshbOx...

cAuse pOOr GUru iS gOin BRoKE, bROke anD bRoke...

ArRRgGHhh...

i gOTTa cAtch tWo MOvies...

pAy fOR mY dAnce cOStuMe...

aND a bIrthDay iS alSo coMing uP...

aLL iN thIs wEEk...

*sIghs*

gOTTa gEt a jOb sOOn...

a paRt tIme One...

i wAnt a cHUcky dOLl tOO...

i wAnNA gEt lOTsa clOtheS...

a pSp woNt hUrt toO...

i nEEd a pHOne...

sOmeoNE tHRoW mE mONey...

lOAdsA thEm...

:)

tHanks fOR thE cuTe eDit fArhAn...

i wAnted a cHaNge oF bAckgRound...

bUt thIs iS goOD enUf...

:):)

hArRy pOTTer iS oUt tOMoRRow!!!!!!

hOw aBOut a dRAmA- MAma fOr a lIFe???

wElL...

THat's hOw lIFe iS goIng fOr ME riGht NOw...

tHEre's aLmoSt soMEtHIng dIFFerEnt tHat hApPEns...

sOMethIng BAd...

sOmethiNg goOD...

sOmethiNg eXcitiNg...

sOmetHIng INterEstIng...

hOweveRR, tHEre iS aLWays hIGh dRaMA...

i gO tO sLEEp tHInkIng wHAt iS goIng tO HApPEn toMorRow...

aND sErIOUsly...

sOMethiNg hApPEns...

aND nOWaDays iT uSualLY tURns oUt tO BE sOmethiNg BAd...

lEt's sEE wHAt eLSe iS gonNa hApPEn...

a dRama fOR a lIfe...

tHAt's mINe!!!

aNywAy, cREdiTs tO jOLenE...

i sTole thE pIc...

cAuse iT wAs rEalLy nIce...

sORRy jOLenE...

dUn mURDer ME...

i sO lOve thIs fOtO!!!...

aNYwAy tHanks to uVa anNAe...

sO sWeEt of YOu...

aND i LOved THe fOOd...

aM BAck wiTh e clEmeNti gRoup...

hOpe evErythIng gOEs fiNe...

sIgnIn oFf

wIth a cONfuSed fAce...

fIght aND fEar...

hAve nOt bLoGGEd fOR tWo dAys...
aRRgGGhh...
aLMOst wEnt mAd...
nIWaes lOtsa tHIngs hAppEned...

fIrstly, HAd aN oUtsTAndiNg nITe Out...
wIth dA gUYs...
wE dEciDed tO dITch tHE GAls...
tHAnks sO MUch gUYs...
hAd sO mUCh fun...
anD i lOve BArcAdi...
:)

sEcondly, mY cOUsin aND bEstIE HAd a bIg fiGht...
a fIght whIch iNVolvEd rAisiNg of HAnds...
sAdly, i'M suPPortIng mY BEstie oVEr mY coUsin...
iT's bcOZ mY bEstiE wAs oN thE riGht...
bUt thIs gAve mE a FEar...
wAd iF thAt wAs ME fIGhting wiD mY BEstIE...

anOther FEar HAs jUSt bEEn aWakeNEd...
HAiz...
lOTsa coNFessIons yEstERday...
aM sCared...
wAd iF soMEthiNg gOEs wROng...
wAd iF thEre's aNOther sPLit...

i jUSt hAte HAvin sO MUch oF fEars...
iTjUSt mAkes mE fEEl sO TERriBLe...
:(

aND JOLene i JUst lOVe yOUr 347 and 346th fOtOs...
aND mY dEar GAl...
dUn BE sAd...
cAuse yOu aRE aLWays lOVed bY mE...
mISs yOu...

mY lAtEst aDdicTIon...

sHe's rEalLy rEalLY gOOd...

aND rEalLy rEalLy HOT!!!

fiNallY aFTer sO LOng...

i aM BAck tO HEaring eNglISh soNgs...

THankS to HEr...

mY FAvs aRE siLLy bOY, pApArAzZi, POker FAce, lOVe GAme aND jUSt dAnce...

rEaLLy gOOd...

:):):)

hApPY.... :):):)

hahAha...

iT's 10.08a.M. iN e mOrNIng...

YOu wiLl Be wONderiNg whY iS thIS rEtArd sO hAppY iN e mORning...

iT's tHanks tO oOvOO...

HAhAzz...

i gOt tO sEE dA oNe aND oNly fAmous...

JoleNE tHE aWesOMe!!!

hEhehehE...

Or tHAt's wAd sHE cLAiMEd...

HAhahA...

aFTEr a TErrIBle YEsterDay...

i GUeSs gOd wAs KInd tO ME...

sO HapPy tO sEe e lIl ONe...

mISs HEr LOts...

:)

gO oUt sOOn...


a POse thAt shE GAve...

aNYwAy i Might BE goIn tO e zOO...

HEhe...

:)

wIld bAbiEs...

wAs sO bORed THat i wAs goIn tHRu wEbsiTEs...

aNd i bUmPEd iNto ONe wHIch wAs fIlLEd wIth bAby cUBs' pHotOs...

and iT wAs jUZ sO cUTe...

i HAve aLWays aDored bABy aNImals...

They JUz lOOk sO cUTe anD inNOcent...

jUz lIke BAbiEs...

wIth tHAt sMAlL, mISchIEviOus lOOk oN thEir fAceS...

:):):)

i fEEl lIke goIng tO tHE zOO oNCe aGAin...

i LOve anImaLS...

sEEing ThEm mAkes ME fEEl sO goOD...

duNNo wHY...

ErRm...

sNAkes aRe aN eXcePtiON...

wIlL sOMEone gO wITh mE tO thE zOO???

:(

lOOk aT THese rAscAls... AwWww...

lOOk aT tHIs cUTie tRyINa sTeAl tHe sPotlIght...

sPider mOnkey... mOm aND sON...

sHE's iRRepLAceAbLE....

Sila Iravugal Iravugal Thaan Thira Thirathe

Sila Kanavugal Kanavugal Thaan Pogha Poghathe
Sila Suvadugal Suvadugal Thaan Theya Theyathe

Sila Ninaivugal Ninaivugal Thaan Mulga Mulgathe

Neethane Neethane Yen Narambukul Odhinaay

Neethane Neethane Yen Imaigale Nivinaay

hApPy nIne MOntHS aNGel...
lOve mY bABy sO mUCh...

iRRepLAceabLe...

a mYsTEry...

aT tImes i uSed tO sit dOWn anD wONder...
wHY dID mY lIfe tURn OUt lIke thIs???...
(tHani dUN thInk i aM toKin BOut yOu ah... HEhehe... smOOches)
bUt sEriOUsly i USed to pONder...
wHY???

i aLSo uSed tO wISh tO tuRn tiMe BAck tO whEn i wAs sEcoNDary ONe...
i wishEd tHat cErtAin thINgs dID nOt HapPEn...
hOw i wISh i wAs sTilL mY dAd's pEt...
nOw iTs lIke....
....
mY dAd dOEsnt eVEn kNOw hAlf oF mE...

i mISs sItTing dOwn tO diNNEr aS a fAmily...
i mISs pLAying gAmes aS a fAmily...
i mISs dRAwing alL oVEr MY FAther...
i mIss tHE wAy mY FATher cALls mY mOM 'DeaR'...
i miSS thE hApPiNEss mY fAmily uSed tO hAve...
i mISs tHOse fAmily VAcatIOns wE USed tO hAve...
i mISS bEing CArrIEd bY mY dAd tiLl i rEached pRimary fOur...
i MISs mY oLd HOUse...

i jUz wAnt eVErytHing BAck!!!
i wAnt mY fAther's pAmPErinG...
tHe lOve i uSed tO GEt iS sTiLL thEre...
bUt pRoblEms aND aLL HAve JUZ mAde eVErythiNg tO lOOk sO sHAlLOw...

lIFe iS sEriOUsly a mYStEry...

p.S. i mISs mY BEstIE (foUr dAyS anD i hAvent sEen HEr...)

dAy oUt fOr tRansfORmErs...

i sIMply lOVed thIs tRAnsfOrmEr...

bUmBLeBEE iS rEalLY suPErb...

aND sO cuTe wiTh iT's EmotiONs...

tRansfORmerS iS a mUSt- wAtch mOvie...

iT iS tWo aND a hAlf HOUrs...

fiLLed wiTh lOts oF thRilLs aND eXciTemEnt...

i JUz lOved thE mOvie...

rEalLy INtereSting...

:):):)

mOm iS oRderINg cAnadIan pIzZa nOw...

Yay!!!

sO hApPy...

tO mY fAvOuriTe bItch

HEy cRazy gAl...
i MAy cAlL yOu NAmes yOu HAte...
i mAy iRRiTAte tHE HElL oUt oF yOu...
i MIght eVEn dO alL sOrTA tHIngs yOu HAte ME tOO...
i dUn evEn lIsten tO yOu at tImes...

bUt rEmembEr oNe thINg...
yOu aRE mY pReciOus gEm...
aNd mY lOve fOr yOu wiLl NEver gO dOwn eVEn a BIt...
eVEn iF yOU cAnt fEEl It...
NEver eVEr dOubt It...
THat's tHE lAst thIng YOu shOuld dO...

tRue oUr thInkINgs mIght BE dIFFerEnt...
aND thE wAy wE sEE thIngs mAy aLSo BE thE oPPositE oF eAch otHEr...
BUt aT thE eND oF thE dAy iT's ONly yOu anD ME...

& eVEn IF anYone wAlkS oUt OF mY lIFe...
It wOnt hUrt aS mUCh aS iT wILL iF yOU dO it...
iT aInt nEceSSary tO sHEd tEarS...
wHEn thE hEarT dOEs tHE jOb fOr ME...

sWeeTHEart...
aLwAys rEmMEber...
i aM aLWays yOur cRAzy, PSychOtic anD dOWnriGht dUmb HUbBy...
aND mY lOve fOR yOU wiLL NEver chAnge...
mUAckS...

a nEw sOurce oF enTErtAinMEnt...

mUsic iS lIKe a sEcond fRiend tO mE...
i JUz fEel sO iRRiTAted wIthout HEaring tO soNgs...
sO, i gOt mYself a nEw sOUrce oF enTertAinMEnt...
aN mP3 pLAyEr!!!
chEErs tO mYSelf...
iT's rEalLy gOOD anD lOud...
i jUZ lOVe iT...

tOday wEnt oVer tO thAni's pLAce...
sPEnt soME tiMe wIth HEr...
aND i gOt tO tAlk wIth mUmmy...
sEriOUsly...
i JUz lOVe BEing wiTh muMMy, tHaNI, aMBi anD diDi...
wAs rEalLy GREat...
i JUz fEEl lIKe i fInalLy bElong...

hAd tO lEAvE mY anGel aT tHRee plUs...
i kNEw shE wAs uPSet anD diDnt wAnt ME to go...
bUt i hAd nO chOice...
soRry dEariE...
hAd dAnce pRActICe...
aND i JUz lOVe thE stEps...
yEah BAby...
goNNa gEt tO fiNAls aT MAlaysiA...
VEry sURe OF thAt...