wHErE iS thE reAl mE???

i rEalISe THat i aM lOSing tOO mUCh oF mYSeLF...
iT iS lIKe aS iF i aM sOMeoNE eLSe...
i dUn fEEl lIKE mYSeLF aT aLL...
wHEre wAs tHAt INNocEnt bOY wHO dIDnt KNOw AnyTHIng...
aND HEld oNtO hIS bOth lOVaBlE PAreNTs fOR suPPOrt...
HE HAs JUZ dISaPPEarEd iNto tHE wINd...

aND hEre iS thIs sTOne-hEaRtEd fUCker wHO thINks hE iS cOOl nOW...
i aM jUZ LYIng tO mYSElf...
thIs iSnt mE...
iT cAnt BE mE...

i jUZ waNT tO tURn bAck tHE tiME tO lIKE wHEn i wAs sEcoNDary oNE...
i MIS sEc oNE aND tWo sO MUch...
wE wErE aLL jUZ sO UNitEd...
thOSe mEmORiEs wILL NEvEr eVEr coME BAck...
aND wORSt OFF...
i MISs yOU MURali...
i duNNo hOW i aM goNNa dRivE oNE MONth...
i rEalLY wAnt tO gO tO chURch....