She's got a taste for bad boys...

Terrible disappoinment...

The movie did not turn out like how i wanted it to...

It was too draggy...

& really slow...

Storyline had no twists...

A really normal movie...

Which was tryin'a attract people's attention thru it's trailer...

I have to admit tho...

Megan Fox was really hot and all...

But nah...

Not my kinn'a movie at all...

Cant believe i sat thru 147 mins of that...

At least i learned something from that movie...

A NERD KILLS PEOPLE WITH PENKNIVES....

Anyway people...

Am back with her...

hahahah...
Told ya i expected it...

It's never ending...

& i got a sudden craving for mushroom soup at Sizzlers...

Inches away from the realms of reality...

I dont feel real...

Everything seems to be like a dream...

My life is just whizzing past right in front'o me...

& i cant do anything but watch...

This time i am really tired and pressured...

Week has been really harrowing...

Had a couple of conflicts with certain people...

Fever, Flu and a terrible throat hit me straight...

Was feeling really week...

& what else should happen...

But a BREAK UP!!!

I didnt want to blog it out as i presumed that in no time we would be back together...

& there wouldnt be a need for this issue to be broached...

But since the princess blogged it out, i guess that i too have the liberty...

This time things were really different...

I didnt have the energy to fight back...

I didnt feel real...

It's a really funny feeling...

& now i really dont know what is hapening...

Are we meant to be or not?...

Waiting to see what the future holds for me...

& i really wanna blog this out...

This issue has been putting a lot of pressure on me...

It's about a certain person...

She's actually a really nice person...

But as i said, i can control her sister to a certain limit...

I cant rule her life for her...

Dont wanna say anything more...

But really sad that things are going this way...

IN THE END, IT WILL ONLY BE ME, MYSELF & I...

Deepavali- a time for Reunion...

Was really not in the Deepavali spirit...

It wasnt like every year...

Furthermore, i was super tired...
Went to a few houses...

The cousins' closeness semmed to be missing...

My cousin bro's were keeping quiet...

A few werent really speaking...

Had a small surprise for my aunt coz of her Bday...

But enjoyed myself the most in my Aunty's house at Admiralty...

Really had fun...

Enjoyed myself playing around with the small ones...

The food was superb...

But disappointed with the hongbao...

Wasnt up to expectations...

Bought a handphone...

A real bad one...

Went to catch a movie...

Spent on food...

Hehehehe...

& still have a small amount left...

Planning to save it...

Mom's admitted now...

Am so worried for her...
She doesnt sound so good...
Am putting on a brave front...

Will that dream that i had long long ago really happen?...

Deepavali celebration in my house is now a big question mark:(

For fotos:

Ivy and myself...

Siblings...

Family:)

A Perfect Beginning to a Perfect Deepavali...

My Deepavali Eve was simply superb...
Left skool at 11.30 and headed to Suntec City with Thani...
Met Mummy at a shop where she was gettin a full nail spa...
& i got pulled into Foot Reflexology and Body Massage...
It was super refreshing...

Following that, we headed down to Sizzlers'...
The food there was superb...
I had a spicy chicken and Swiss Chicken...
It was totally expensive...
And we had free access to the Salad bar...
Was simply delicious...

After having our makan, we headed to Carrefour...
Over there, Thani bribed Mummy into buying me Breaking Dawn...
That girl ah...
Following that, mummy got me a jigsaw puzzle and also a box of Royce chocolates...
Was super happy...
Took a cab from there to west coast and then to Church....

I was all alone in church...
Guess that that was what i wanted...
A lil loneliness to set my thoughts straight...
Service was good...
& i went to catch Aadhavan with John, Michal, Jivi, Preeta and Sangee...

Movie was good, but the story line was a lil slow...
Hundred points to the comedy and songs...
A must catch movie in my opinion...

Following that, we lepak till morning and i went home...
Super tired and fell asleep for an hour...
& i shall continue my next post...
Ta-ta...

A lil loneliness wont hurt...

Am over all that running- after- you...
It's time i give up...
It's up to you if you want to hold it or break it...
I dont want to say that i am the perfect one...
I also have my flaws...

But i feel that it will be better this way...
Guess i am not cut out under the area of friendship...
I do not want to live a fake life...
I dont want to hear to you rattling all the time about him...

I just want peace of mind...
I'd rather just keep quiet this time...
Make your move...
Do what you want...
But i hope you know what you are doing...
Dont give hopes to the wrong ones...

& peeps who are lost...
This aint anything about my relationship...

Driftless...

Guess i havent been sharing much about my oh-so-drama life...
Hehehe...
Nothing much going on...
The holidays have killed the drama...

Never talked about skool to...
Or my new class...
They are okay...
But there isnt even a biit of the W15G essence there...
Very saddening though...
:(

Deepavali's coming...
& i dun feel the usual excitement that i tend to feel all the time...
Sad eh..
& i want to highlight my hair...
But what the fuck...
Short short hair...
:(:(:(

Anyway, there is a new group forming in Republic right now..
My cousin has started coming here...
And so have vicky and jivi...
Not forgetting Michal...
Hehehe...
There is a new group building up...
So fun...

& lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Indrani or should i say my dearest topa...
Really treasure you a lot crazy woman...


Getting lenses later!!!!
Yay!!!
Feel totally driftless...

I MISS MY BESTIE:(

My closest...
The one who understood me...
The angel who took me away from my problems...
She was always there...

Still can remember the first time i saw her...
She was givin me the Who-the-fuck-are-you face...
& thru time we became besties...

However, now i feel that we are slowly drifting apart...
I just want to tell my bestie that i love her so much...
& she means a lot to me...
More than most people in my life for sure...

So happy to see her yesterday...
Was like a dream...
& that lil moron brought me a chocolate muffin...
:):):)

My muffin....

So happy:):):)

Once again the crooked finger strikes...

I MISS THE WACKY STUFF WE DO:(